In ThE pRoCeSs

2011-07-20T13:42:00.003+08:00

heehee.. yupz.. updating in office once again.. but it's nt that i nv do my work.. there's nth for me to do at this moment.. so here im updating.. ^.^ went to meet up with the customers last fri.. thruout the meeting i kept quiet.. i was in no place to speak.. coz nv touch wad i do.. haha... n went for lunch.. by the company coz we lunched with the clients.. went to bosses to eat.. the dim sum there was nice! but ex la.. company treat.. so eat lor.. eat till so full.. yum yum.. haha.. ger ger have been goin to sch for more den a mth le.. she's crowned the princess of the sch.. lol.. coz of her temper.. ~.~ but she sch.. so far so gd.. wadever it is.. hv to cloes one eye de lor.. went for family dinner to celebrate mummy';s bday on sun.. my ger.. haizz.. like "ba zhi bu he" with daddy like that.. papa came to fetch us as usual.. she looked at daddy.. daddy called her "wen wen eh..." n smiled at her.. she broke into tears.. cried till as if daddy bullied her.. =.= haizz.. but she keep looking at him lor.. but when daddy looks back at her.. she'll cry.. dunoe y lor.. only daddy.. other guys like qq, richard, jason.. all ok.. =.=''' goin for HP later.. gona change ger ger's baby carrier ltr also.. the carrier 1 buckle got a tear.. hmm.. i couldnt find the correct size outside anywhere.. so called up mothercare to see if they r able to sell me the part or nt.. in the end they drag n drag in giving me the ans till i was so dulan.. but i nv scold ok.. my temper changed a lot already.. if given last time.. i would hv scolded them leftrite already. but i still make it known that i m dam pissed.. so they arranged to change the whole carier for me.. :P heehee.. at least there's make up for all these delay la.. this sat goin over to deb's place for the gangs gathering.. lol.. so long nv see them already.. ever since i started working if i nt wrong.. hahaha... debby's sheperd's pie... spagehtti... yummeh... thinking of buying beancurd tarts over.. coz it's dam nice.. maybe buy 1 box n drop it at mummy hse on the way also.. hahaha afterall.. it's her bday week lor.. :>

time flies

2011-07-05T21:20:00.004+08:00

already 1 mth since i started work.. cant believe it's so fast.. lol.. n that my notti baby is turning 6mths old in a few days time! hahaha.. had been quite a worrying time for the past 2 weeks.. kat was down with cough; extreme mild fever;running nose.. but nw everything is ok.. n she's gd for her jabs on this coming sat *cross fingers*

hubby gotten a tablet.. so nw the ipod is mine.. hahha.. i can watch movies to n fro frm work..1 mth since kat enrolled in the infantcare centre.. so far so gd..she loves there.. but dun like to slp there.. every babies there slp she refused to slp if nt she'll nap for 1/2hr.. =.= she's crowned the princess of the infantcare centre.. haha.. the fiercest baby there also.. ~.~

so long nv update.. by rite shld hv a lot of things to say but nw mind is totally blank.. hubby still loves me as much but i dunoe if we will last forever or ... ...

Anytime~~~

2011-01-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

i cant imagine that i'm goin to give birth soon... it seems like ytd that i just found out that i was pregnant with my baby gal... all the horror stories that i had been thru doesn't seems real at all.. nw that i feel her "rage" in my tummy everyday.. her stretching.. her movements.. her head n hands punch my bladder frm the inside.. hahaha... all is worth it..

i m glad that i have this gal inside me for this 9mths plus.. although i do complain n get irritated sometimes abt her movements n her over-stretching in my tummy.. but i still proudly say i love all of her movements... esp being able to feel her hand which she clenched in a fist n "toured" around my tummy during xmas eve nite before hubby n me knocked out frm the xmas celebration we had at debby's hse... this gal had given us a fair bit of scares n worries frm time to time.. but all is well... i just hope n pray that i will be able to give birth to her smoothly... i want her to be born into this world safe n sound... she is already part of our life since the day i realised i was pregnant.. nothing i really mean nothing is more precious n nothing can be compared towards her... her cheekiness.. her attitude(yes she has attitude even nw).. her temper.. everything of her la... is so so precious n nv fail to bring a smile or luff for us...

Dr Lee says i hv to prepare to go into labour anytime nw.. if by next week she nv pop out.. i hv to induce her to come out... my blood pressure is still ok.. but i lost wt during today's checkup.. he checked n say my cervix is open.. i saw on the ultrascan screen that baby's wt nv increase today also... i think the doc is also worried abt this matter that's y he said if by this week she dun come out we hv to induce her... just hope that she wont decide to suddenly pop out without any notice.. i scared that i dunoe how to react.. hahaha...

Waiting for the day i will be able to see my little precious after carrying her ard in my tummy for 9mths.. ^.^

2010-11-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

my edd is drawing nearer as each day goes by.. i dunoe if my baby gal will choose which day to pop out n say hello to me.. just the tot of it makes me dam nervous...

today's matthew's wedding.. hmm... ard 3/4 of the ppl that i was close in freshening was there.. freddy sat down n told us abt wad he experience during his wife deliveries for their 3 kids... i was like omg... i was fascinated but scared at the same time... i really really "pei fu" his wife for nt taking a single epidural for all the 3 deliveries... i dun want to take epidural also.. coz of the side effects towards the back.. but i dunoe if i can make it without it or nt... plus i hv a history of asthma.. wad if i got nt enuff breath during delivery.. a lot of wad if n how r passing in my head everyday...

i hv started to pack my hospital bag.. ok fine... u guys probably think so early for wad... doc didn't say baby will pop out early.. pack so early.. so ks for wad... but seriously.. i dun want last min later dunoe wad to pack den in the end all pack wrongly.. altho a bit difficult coz my mum-in-law will noe wad r the things to bring n nt to.. but better be safe den sorry.. u all can go ahead n say that i m ks.. i dun care.. coz giving birth is nt a small matter.. i want to be as prepared as i can...

i dunoe if i got enuff breast milk for my princess or nt.. coz i intend to breastfeed her for as long as i can altho i noe it's nt easy at all.. but breastmilk is better den formula milk isn't it.. so i want to breastfeed her.. altho there's a lot of uncertainties but i will want to try my very best to give her wadeever i can which will benefit her... as for the breastpump i also wanted to get a electrical one but considering our budget i think it's best to settle for a manual one..

we need to go but baby's daily needs like her bathing stuff n ointment blah blah blah fast.. if nt my mum-in-law will go buy for us again...

excited!!

2010-10-30T18:05:00.002+08:00

i can't believe it.. less den 100 days, my little precious is goin to pop out!!! i m so freaking excited... i seriously dunoe wad to expect.. the pain during delivery... wad to prepare to bring over for delivery... the daily needs to buy for baby.. her powder la.. shampoo.. body wash.. blah blah blah... i m so scared that i dun dare to carry her coz she'll so small in my arms.. ~.~ but at the same time i cannot wait to carry her n cuddle her... plant kisses all over her.. all sorts of things running thru my mind... will i be a gd mummy... will i be able to take gd care of her... will she recognise me as her mummy... will she like me carrying n cuddling her... the things just go on n on... chris is equally as excited.. we've been talking abt this quite a few times.. always smiling sweetly when we r talking abt our darling's arrival..

true it's hard for us as cash is always a problem.. but we r considered dam lucky coz we got our families helping us.. wadever mummy has over her side they pass to us.. helping us to save on the rocking chair.. the yaolan n walker... chris mummy.. she bought tons of things for baby n me.. including the recently bought playpen, baby's popping chair n her mattress... she's the one who paid also... n our baby has got lots n lots of clothes!! be it gifts frm our parents, sisters or frds or we bought ones.. really hahaha.. even socks oso hv... nt to forget her stroller.. gift frm the gang...

there's still a few things i need to buy.. like the breast pump, breast pads, nursing bras, slippers for nw i can only think of these... coz i dunoe wad else i need... haha.. for baby.. hmm... a lot!! all her bathing items... her pillow.. her hooded towel (wonder hospital got give or nt) i dunoe wad else i need to get for her.. also need to research of the type of vaccines i need to get for her.. hmm... my MIL decided to cook my confinement food for me.. heehee.. helping us to save on the catering...

but i still cannot get over the fact that i cannot wash my hair for 1 whole month!! n i cannot drink plain water for full 30 days!!! plus plus after giving birth i cannot take seafood for 100 days!!! nt even prawns ok.. omg omg omg... i tot at first after my confinement i can eat all the calamari, crabs that i want.. but but T.T SOBZZZZZZ!!!! SO NT TRUE!!! i told chris.. after the 100 days he better bring me go eat my calamari n my salmon sashimi!!! i'm already dieing for them.. hv to ren.. ren!!!! for the sake to regain my health after birth i hv to ren all these... ~.~

precious baby gal

2010-09-09T22:04:00.005+08:00

did i mention that my little fighter is a gal? haha.. yupz baby gal.. n a very mischevious one also... ^.^ just started a scrapbook for her.. thks to shou... if nt i wont hv done it also... written a few pages already... but nt a very nice one... for all those who know me... my handwritting has nv ever been neat n tidy.. let alone nice... lol!! but i hope my gal will appreciate when she grows up...

went out to vivo with hubby just nw.. he's working nw... night shift today... walked abit den went to eat some snacks... our precious baby scare us today coz whole morning till before we went out she nv kick me at all... hubby asked me to lie down while he listen to her movements... guess wad... she gave him a very hard kick on his side of the head when he pressed his ears to listen to her.. wahahhaa.. notti little one.. she's kicking me even while i m typing this entry... ~.~ this little gal is more active at nite den in the daytime.. =.= n wad wise.. she must hv milk.. (marigold/HL type) everyday... at least once.. if nt... she'll kick me non stop! guess she's addicted to milk when i tried 1 cup a few days ago.. nw.. everyday must drink.. well.. at least it's good for her isn't it...

she this baby is very.. hmm.. how i say... particular? i sit too long she kick... i lie to 1 side she nt happy she kick... i cross leg she nt happy she kick... as long as it's nt her liking she'll kick n kick n kick... BUT when i ask her ,"bb.. come kick kick mummy..." she dun want to kick -.- always goin against me... ard 11plus at nite.. she'll kick me... asking me to slp! 11plus in the morning.. she'll kick me to wake up.. sometimes when i woke up ard 9plus to go washroom.. she wont let me go back to slp... wad a tyrant sia... nw that baby gal is growing bigger n bigger.. i can't hv a proper slp... everynite... 2-3 hrs interval i hv to wake up to go toilet... tired.. so sometimes... i hv to slp in the afternoon to replenish my rest (provided my precious allows)

25th last mth i went for the detail scanning.. to check for baby's organs.. that was when i got a confirmation that my little precious is a gal also... the appt was at 3.30pm.. the specalist started the scan ard 3.40pm... baby was facing the wrong way.. she nv turn.. but when the specialist was scanning her legs... she gave a very hard kick right at the probe! it was captured on the screen... both me n the specialist felt the kick n she saw it on the screen.. wahahah... she commented.. wah ur baby kick u leh... i was like duh... i noe i felt it too... after 1/2hr this notti baby dun want to cooperate.. so i had to take a walk ard the hospital for 10-15mins... hoping that she'll turn.. hubby was like.. O.O so fast? den i told him nt over yet.. hv to walk ard coz ur baby notti dun want to turn.. he was like =.='''

2nd half.. baby turned a bit... the specialist say better den just nw... hopefully she'll turn more as the scanning continues.. n baby gal did! see my precious guai rite.. hahaha... after the scan hubby was called to come in... where the specialist showed him our baby in the ultrascan.. n roughly explained wad she did in the scan.. n told us baby is a gal.. n showed us the captured scan of baby's vagina.. ^.^ that pt of time gal gal was playing inside my womb.. she was ard the mid of my lower abdominal.. den she turn all the way to my belly button area... the specialist followed her with the probe.. i was totally amazed at how active this little baby is...

28th last mth.. debby bought our princess stroller for us at robinson centrept.. of coz it's a present shared by the gang... n the present is nw sitting right beside my cupboard... ^.^ so happy... they helped us save a lot sia... plus there's a $50 baby voucher... heehee.. we went over to robinson the next day again n bought somemore stuff.. ended up only paying $7plus more.. heehee... that's y to me... buddies always will be there for u n helping u in wadever ways they can!! ^.^

boring days

2010-08-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

nw waiting at home for hubby to come back hm.. haha just heard his keys opening the door as i m typing.. how 'zhun' can that be.. nw that i m nt working anymore.. everyday seems so routine till i hv become so numb... at hm most of the time.. although hubby will try his best to keep me accompany.. bring me go out.. but coz i can't go out for too long if nt i'll be nt feeling that well.. or baby will start to gib me cramps.. baby is around 4 mths plus old le.. by weeks.. bb is 18 weeks old.. heehee.. i can't wait to feel bb's movements.. the kicks n everything.. dam excited abt the bb stuff that we need to buy.. but our money is really very tight.. coz without me working.. hubby is the only person working.. meaning less income which also means less savings for baby.. coz he still hv to spend on me n pay for the bills n everything else... hubby said that he dun wana me to go out to work as my emotions r nt stable.. which i agree myself.. coz i can cry for nth.. my water tap will just open for no reasons.. sometimes i cannot believe that i m crying coz there's nth for me to cry abt.. hubby scared that i will be suffering frm depression if this continues on.. staying at home n doing nth every single day is really boring.. i can say torture..

tml?!?!?!

2010-07-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

for my family n close frds.. u peeps noe wad is goin to happen tml.. most likely after the the visit to china sq central i'll be calling mummy before goin down to bedok.. i certainly hope n pray hard dat tml is going to be a joyous day for hubby n me.. i dun want anything to happen.. pls pls...

seriously i think only the gang n 2 other frds r with me all this while when things happen( other den my families of coz) the rest of my so call true frds r no where to to be seen.. each time tried calling them.. they bz with their lives.. so i guess it's only during their down times den i will appear in their lives again... but during my down times.. hmm.. let's see nopez.. none of them is around..

i m really extremely grateful that i hv the gang n the 2 frds with me sticking by my side.. caring n showing me the care n concern that i need.. although i dunoe if they do read my blog.. i still wana thanx them... thanx deb, shou, jian n rich( although u r so far away), steph, amy.. really thank you for listening to wad happened to me all these while n caring for me n worrying for me also? lol... thx so much...

another day

2010-06-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

ya.. like wad most of u know... i m bed bound goin to 1 mth.. gosh.. this is terrible... worrying abt my baby... worrying abt my job... true true i noe they can't fire me coz i m pregnant nw.. but how gd can i feel for being away from work for so freaking long.. leaving my team to fight for the everyday work without my help.. everyone is impt in the dept.. wad abt the team of FR whom i m under.. wad will all of them think.. i noe this is one thing that i cannot help and that my baby is the utmost impt. i noe n i 100% agree but i still can't help feeling guilty.. n feeling worried.. afterall i m still under probation.. wad will adrian and amy think.. wad will other ppl think.. i can 100% swear that i m not faking coz up to this point of time i still get stainings.. which makes me dam worried although in the short period of 3 weeks i hv already taken 4 jabs to protect and stablized my pregnancy..

my emotions are a really a roller coaster almost everyday... taking med.. checking n pray hard nt to see stains whenever i go washroom... talking to my baby... telling him/her to be strong coz mummy will nv ever give up no matter how difficult is it goin to be to give birth to him or her.. singing children songs although i only that few n forever repeating.. but it does calm me down somehow or another.. i love my hubby.. i love my baby. i wonder if anyone will know that kind of panic n worry that nite when i admitted to Thomson coz of the increase of staining.. true.. the bills r dam high.. it's an additional cost that both hubby n me didn't expect.. but lucky for me my MIL went with us that nite and she help us pay.. i can say i'm really lucky..

i want my baby to be born healthy and well... even if it means each time i go see DR Lee i hv to take a jab that can caused my butt to be painful even when i lie on my side. waking up early in the morning just to take my med.. having to stay in bed for longer period of time. i dunoe wad's goin to happen to my job... i m worried that i will lose the job coz of my baby.. but even so... it can't be help although i really need this job rite nw.. but if it really happens.. i believe miracle will happen to me coz there's an angel inside my womb growing fast n steadily now..

serious.. i miss my workplace n my team a lot.. how i wish i m able to go back this coming monday to work... instead of being bound to my home limits...

simple wish simple hope

2010-05-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

nothing much.. i just hope that everything will be alright.. healthy.. that's my wish now.. it's a real simple wish.. n i really want it to become true.. i'll do everything i can to make it happen.. no matter wad..

feel so dread

2010-04-12T15:17:00.002+08:00

really really WAD A DAY TODAY!! gosh.. real bad way to start today.. my colleague made a huge blunder this morning.. gosh... n our whole morning was like crap.. total chaos.. all energy drained... i admit i was really very very dam piss with this colleague.. but no way that i want this colleague to lose this job because of this.. i lost my cool with this colleague n scolded this colleague on the phone coz this colleague was not around in office during that period of time.. up to now my envelops r nt filed yet... on hold app not called yet.. i m in deep shyt myself.. the on hold app are piling up on my side.. this morning.. even nw i feel like crying.. i nv tot that i'll feel that way.. n i totally dunoe y m i feeling this way.. kns... y is it that i just started work here n i m feeling like this already.. wad is happening sia..

hubby is down with flu n cough.. hmm.. see him like that so xin ku yet still want to spend time n pei me go out.. i feel dam bad lor.. i dunoe if i m a gd wife.. but 1 thing i noe is that he is cfm a gd husband. he is definitely more den 100%.. n i cannot do without him in my life.. ~.~

5/4/10

2010-04-05T10:15:00.003+08:00

blogging in office again.. today it's very slack.. coz nv do submittions this morning.. coz sat already done... dam sianz... nw calling those still in hand ones.. talked to mandy on skype just nw... hmm... haha... missed those times in freshening... haha.. too bad live so far nw.. wahahaha.. sometimes i just wonder how long will i work here...

this morning is really very slow... so freaking slpy... n backache is starting up... nv take coffee or tea for a few mornings le... but nw i feel so slpy... nt physically but emotion wise.. it feels very strain..feeling very very dread now.. hope i wish the day will go faster... zzz i dun want it to be so slow n dreadful... gosh... goin to on some music to perk my mood up abit.. =.="

hubby brought me to a lot of movies... even the ones that he dun want to watch.. "how to train your dragon" n "alice in wonderland" heehee... last nite went for "clash of the titans" heehee... have been on a movie craze lately... hmm... got a few more.. can't remember liaozz.. but all nt bad.. wahahaha... LOVE HUBBY.. wahahahahahaha... blissful me.. at least talking n thinking of hubby my mood will get kind of better... heehee... ~.~

stupid stomach

2010-03-26T12:20:00.002+08:00

blogging frm office... still lunch time.. heehee... dun wana waste. hubby has been working OT recently.. past 2 nites nt at home slp le.. feel quite uneasy.. dunoe y but i feel that i m getting more n more dependant on him le.. dunoe is it a gd or bad thing.. haizz.. but will miss him a lot..

my stomach have been giving me dam lots of problem.. for the past few weeks always feeling dam weird.. blotted.. but always want to eat.. den keep vomitting but nth came out.. dun think too much pls.. i m nt pregnant ok... tested n proven negative.. ^.^ in the end.. on mon i took mc n huby pei me go see doc near our hse de.. that clinic can claim frm his company.. really dam that clinic... the nurse keep rushing n the whole clinic was really bz coz the doc got house call at 9pm... nvm... when it was my turn.. i told the doc all my symptoms he say wad.. u sound u r pregnant but the test is - so i dun think u r.. he just press my stomach a few times den prescript lots of gastric med n charged me $45 bucks.. he even say to take note of my next menses.. if lesses flow hv to re-test. he even say he dunoe wad's wrong with me. fuck! dunoe wad's wrong n still dare to give me so many different gastric med. knn

i dun feel safe to take the med coz this doc cant even cfm it is gastric problem. i only took once.. rested at home on tues.. mc.. came back to work on wed... but still vomitting.. wanted to go see DR Tan but clinic nt open.. so bo pian.. ytd call back home in the morning to ask mummy if clinic open or nt.. she say open but evening not him.. when i inform amy.. she ask me to take 1/2 day to go see... so... there i went at 1pm... reach ard 2 like that.. waited n saw DR Tan.. i showed him the med i was given... n i told him the exact same things wad i told the other doc.. he did a check up for me n told me it was indigestion.. not gastric.. KNN!!! heng i nv take the gastric med.. if nt i dunoe wad will happen.. DR Tan told me to stop the med.. dun need to take them already. n he just prescript 2 med for me.. n guess how much?? $20bucks! n i guai guai take the med.. n i m already feeling better... I GOT A GD MIND TO WRITE IN N COMPLAIN ABT THE BLOODY CLINIC!

ok... i let it out le.. goin to consider wad to do with this clinic.. hmm... discuss with hubby first.. heehee.. goin back to work lor... ciaozzz

Blissful me but feeling guilty

2010-03-03T17:18:00.002+08:00

tml i m starting work!!! finally...hahaha... i kind of like the environment when i went for the interview the first time... the 2nd interview was so fun... i was waiting anxiously for their reply on mon... in the end they called me to go down to another branch for a meeting with their another GM.. n that place was just rite beside hubby's HQ.. hahaha... n i was accepted on the spot! n they actually ask me to choose which day i m comfortable to start work... gosh.. which company will let their employee choose when to start work de... hahah... but they acually did.. i told them on thurs.. coz wed which is today we r having steamboat!! hahaha... i m so excited abt tml... haha...

woke up at ard 12noon today.. n i was like telling myself.. go n ask MIL whether she need help in the steamboat preparation or nt.. but i nv open my mouth! gosh... i dunoe y but the sentence keep getting stuck in my throat n i can't get it out.. TMD.. MIL bought roti prata for me after eating she helped me change my bedsheet.. ~.~ wash the dirty ones... hang them.. i was like ".............." den wad come after that was thatr she helped me ironing my clothes again!! omg... i m at home... slacking away... when she was preparing to iron the clothes... i was like telling ehr that i'll iron... but she say she iron coz she got her own clothes to iron also.. ask me go eat... nvm one... i was like stoned there for like 5sec... den i orh... den went to eat my lunch... i feel so bad.. so paiseh... ~.~

hubby bought a notebook for me few days back... meant for my 2nd interview.. in case i need to jot down notes... nw the back pages have become my diary.. which i update impromtu.. i noe somethings i cannot post online.. but i hv the urge to write it down or record it somewhere.. so there it is.. haha.. i think i m getting flu le.. but i hope it's just a short while nia... dun want it to affect my work tml.. :(

the very guai me~~ :P

2010-02-27T13:57:00.003+08:00

it's sat n i m at home!! hahaha... hubby working... i can't find anyone out.. so here i m blogging away.. ^.^ guai rite?? hahaha

i m doing housework ok!!! dun always say i bully my hubby... i sweep the floor just nw hor... n before that i had put the clothes to soak with the detergent... later goin to hand wash ok... hurmph... i can blend in with my hubby house culture de hor... heehee...

Been a busy week for me... coz i was out every single day goin for interviews... hmm... fruitful yet nt so... nt so is coz... eceryday 1 interview... like that... waste my time... but i did get replies... n i was actually hired by 1 company... but it's too ulu... hubby n MIL ask me dun take it... i oso dun like the environment... it's too quiet... i feel that i'll die of boredom if i work there... coz cannot talk freely... ~.~ so i rejected... waiting for 2 potential ones... but there's 1 that i prefer... n i went for the 2nd interview... n i just enjoy being there... the atmosphere makes me feel just rite.. ^.^ waiting for their reply.. i do hope i can get to work in this company...

once again i m goin to boast abt my hubby... he is sooo sweet... wonder wad i did to have him by myself... heehee... so supportive... n so teng me... even when he is so freaking tired... he still pamper me too much... when we in the room... he'll help me bring my things over... help me pour water for me to drink... blah blah... really spoiling me... i m relying on him a lot... coz he is my support n my love... MUARKSS!! heehee

Off to wash clothes lor~~~ ^.^

blissful me

2010-02-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

blogging at home currently... hmm... still looking thru websites for jobs.. hopefully will be able to find one soon.. help hubby somehow..

i feel that i m the most fortunate person in the world nw.. i got a hubby who dotes on me more den anything else in the world... who is always supporting me in wadever i do.. tolerating my temper... pampering me like a queen... n he really keep to the 10 commandments.. i got in laws who care abt me like their own daughters.. MIL always gives me advices on my job search.. our flat search.. helping me with the housework... i nv have to worry abt my meals at home.. ^.^ i hv 2 sisters who is always there for me.. i find that i can tell them everything... seek their advices n nt blow my temper like last time... n that i m always missing my own family... n although i noe they r nt far away frm me.. each time i think of my family my water tap will flow.. like nw.. family r always the best although it's usually realised much later.. like me nw... no matter where i live they will always pop out in my mind constantly.. reminding me how much i miss them...

enuff of sobbing le.. if nt later hubby will ask y my eyes red when i go meet him.. ~.~ rich has gone back to brisbane liao.. forgot to take pictures with him when i saw him at debby's hse on chu san... hmm... lol...

ok in summary is that.. other den my job search... my life is perfect when my hubby.. hubby's family.. n of coz my own family doting on the very very youthful me!! wahahaha... ^.^

new beginning

2010-01-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

blogging frm my new home... it's not as scary as i had tot before... hubby's mummy treat me quite gd.. like.. on the 18th nite when we come back from my mum's hse i wash the laundry and den shower... it was quite late already.. close to midnite.. hubby agreed to hang the laundry.. i finish washing i took out the laundry den went back to shower.. i heard there's someone hanging the clothes i tot it was hubby.. when i came out i was omg... it was mummy doing the hanging.. n hubby just standing by 1 side .. i was like... -.- but mummy nv nag or anything... morning time we woke up to go to genting mummy woke up also.. she asked if we want to eat anything or not.. or maybe drink milo or something.. lol... i expected to see a pile of clothes on our bed when we came back frm genting but no lor... mummy hang the clothes in our cupboard for us.. ~.~

but no matter wad it is.. this is ever the first time i move out frm home to stay with ppl that i dunoe really noe... the strange feeling is still lingering inside me.. i m still not used to it yet.. i told myself dat i wont cry on my wedding day but in the end.. at the end of the banquet.. i still cried when daddy n mummy leaving... coz i can't leave tgt with them... no.3 went off by the back door to avoid crying.. kns.. over at genting.. i cried once also... last nite when i came back to sg... i msg no.3... n in the end.. ended up crying also... i really miss home.. daddy, mummy, jiejie.. all of them a lot... i nv knew that it would be so terrible... i think it's really goin to take me a long time to get used to it... when saying go home.. it doesn't mean goin back to tamp... but to my hubby home.. a place that is still kind of unfamiliar to me.. a place where i m trying to fit in.. getting used to a total new way of living with different ppl n their different ways of doing things.. trying to adapt their way of goin rd to do the daily routine n housework... really since young i hv nv worried so much abt housework.. but nw i m like everyday worrying abt the laundry n housework...

but 1 lucky thing is that i have my hubby to support me... hugging me when i cry... he is also trying his best to get me to get used to the life here... always trying to find as much time as he can to accompany me..

so so so fast... ~.~

2010-01-08T01:35:00.003+08:00

omg... time nv seems enuff now... left only 1week... ~.~ faint... anyway... i started to move my things over to hubby hse le... nw HDB new BTO flats r over at CCK n hougang... both places we r nt goin to apply.. up next is punggol and woodlands... i oso nt really interested.. i find it so far lor... but guess wad i realised that it's coz i hv been living in the east for all my life.. that's y these places r far for me... lol

furniture all arrive n all fixed up already... nw lacking a dressing table chair... heehee i wana find a matching chair.. today went to hubby's hse to finish up my dressing table... bought 1 table to D.I.Y from ikea... heehee... firste time in my life i assemble a furniture... n it's for my own new room... heehee... ^.^ LoVeSsSsSs!!

Final dash of wedding

2009-12-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

Ages since i've blog.. nw nt working... yet it seems time is nv enuff... xmas is coming so freaking soon... n that's when i will have my gou da li... ~.~ so nervous... dear has arrange for the furniture to be moved in on 29 dec... but his room nt painted yet... ~.~ another faint... my ang bao box is only 3/4 done... i can't seems to find a nice ribbon for it... or some cute wedding couples pictures... die die die... the guest book dear dear say he wana do it... coz he say me design cfm cmi... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... wad kind of dear dear sia... ok la.. i admit my art n craft really cmi la... but zzz so bad!! i finally gotten my wedding shoes!! glam glam de... den not high de heels... went to far east today... was like sourcing around for the shoes again... but all either so freaking tall... or r flats... which both r no for me! =.=" finally found a shoe shop selling glam glam shoes... saw 1 sliver pair.. short heels with glam glam... i was like squeaking to dear dear... see see... short de.. got blink blink so more... he was like luffing lor... n nodding his head... den he start to help me look out oso... den came to this pair of white short heels glam glam shoes...the design is simple.. n quite comfy.. heehee.. i was so tempted to by both coz coz the silver one is noffer... only 30++ but eh... dear was like... just get the white one la... wht de ok for both ah... n the design nt bad oso... so... hmm... listen to him lor... bleah... nw waiting for hubby to reach home.. he was so freaking tired on the bus to my house... his eyes were so red from the no slp for today... ~.~ i think i m exhausting him out by him accompanying me always whenever he got the little free time.. ~.~

last day at work

2009-11-29T14:28:00.002+08:00

tml is my last day in my current company.. many things have happen and i had tendered.. although i did not tender at the most rightful time.. but they did everything to relief me of my duties so that i can have all my working time to clear my backlogs which i didnt have anytime to do.. ytd before i left the office.. vera told me that tml they'll have a farwell dinner for me... ^.^ well... i m still inviting them for my wedding dinner... hmm... most of them.. ard 90% of the company ba... i exclude a few of them coz i couldn't get alone with them at all.. lol...

hubby has been very supportive when i told him of wad had happen n he said if i m to tender it will be ok... ^.^ n it is really ok for him.. even my family... they r ok with it... right now i m looking for a job... but for nw i dunoe to get a part time and do while i will have the time to prepare for my wedding and won't get my next employer hopping mad at a new comer taking leaves here n there for her wedding... or get a perm job and one that will understand n dun need to go thru the hassle of looking for a job after my marriage...

the date for my gou da li has been fix... 25th dec... xmas day... wahahaha... we have bought our bedsheet set n comforter already... our invitations cards already collected..

paused blogging just nw... wahaha.. jie n qq goin thru a very big project nw... digging baby isabelle's nose...WAHAHAHAHA... her temper is so like jie jie... wahahaha.... n baby is so so clever... she noes it when jie jie is trying to dig her nose... n her wails hahahahaha... n her face turn red... curently still in the process of digging... wahahahhaa... cry again already... hahaha... only little by little come out... jie jie is not giving up... hahaha... qq carrying her... jie jie digging... nw shift to the door... wahahahaha... wad a big project... the fight starts again... wahahaha... oh... my fa zhen xian feng is showing now... sayo!! hubby working till tml morning ... today totally got no chance to see him!! hurmph... haiss wad to do... only when working OT does he have the extra money... so i have to be guai guai when he is working so he dun need to worry abt me .. ^.^

dam tired

2009-10-31T20:18:00.002+08:00

Work has been really terror recently... suddenly felt that i cannot cope with it much longer... can't adapt to the changes.. the whole office is goin bonkers because of the 5's thing.. n because of this 5's i noe i wont stay in the company for much longer... as promised i'll stay with them to fight for the CNY war... after that i'll sayonara with them... cannot really bear to but i guess it's time to think for myself &my family to be.. lol... such a far distance dun match up with my pay at all... can u imagine that i work till 4plus 5 today??? Sat!!! gosh... zzz... i think i m nt feeling that well recently also... nt enuff rest plus the stree my temper is a volcano... n a very very very alive one... any moment erupt... lol... poor dear dear... everything little thing he oso have to put up with me... ~.~ sry darling... isabelle is so so cute... she is already 1mth... time flies sooo fast... little darling gal... heehee... last week just went for a short weekend getaway with hubby at batam... n guess wad... i bought a swimming costume!!! wahahaa... finally rite??? wahaha... if shou gets to noe abt it... she'll .. come lets go swimming!! hahahaha... bleah... we stayed at harris... that place is nt a bad place for a resort.. pity that we only stayed for 1 nite... for that 2 days... all meals r provided... the swimming pool is woah!! that's wad got me to pester hubby to go to town during the evening to go buy the costume... lol... n i got it cheap... ^.^ the room was a simple design...but a very relaxing one... it even got a smalll balcony!! haha... ^.^their bowling alley is erm... kind of run down... but still play-able.. haha... so still passable...our package is inclusive of a free spa or massage... we took the spa... woots... first time in my life i went for spa... lol... kind of painful.. wahaha... but very nice... ^.^ so the trip heehee... was very nice... coz i spend a lot of time slping in the room.. wahahaha... really piggy...

Sorry Darling

2009-09-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

today really sux!!! prepared to go work as usual... darling was on nite shift ytd... so today is his off day... we talked on the phone while i was on the way to work in peirce car.. n he on his way home... everything was ok... until i reach office... i dunoe wad was the bloody reason... i started to hab breathing difficulty.. i told dear that i nt feeling that well coz breathing was difficult.. but i chose to ignore it... tot will just go away after awhile just like normal other times... he got kind of worried... ask me to go drink some warm water... after his nagging for sometime... i finally put my work aside n went to pantry to drink some water.. but it didn't help at all... zzz dear told me to get out of the aircon area first c if will get any better... i did... i went out of the office area n stayed at the staircase there... but no help lor... my hands n legs started to feel cold.. the cold is like the surrounding is affecting them to turn cold... n the coldness is like creeping into my body like that... gotten so scared... dear rushed down taking a cab... i kind of lost feeling for my limbs... n i had to sit down on the staircase... finally out of all the ppl who walk past me... herman came over n ask if i m ok or nt... n he went to gert vera over... by that time i already dun even hv the strength to hold the phone already... vera supported me to the conference rm... n left me there... waited for dear dear to arrive...sitting there... my hands started to get numb n i cannot feel them anymore... with no strength i cannot even move my fingers... gosh it was dam scary... dear came n he helped me down to the cab... n went to see doc... at first told the uncle to go CGH... in the cab dear dear keep rubbing my hands n slowly the feeling came back again... just no energy nia... so told dear to go to DR. Tan... but when reach there... they close for reg le... so took cab to tamp the polyclinic... over there... took ECG test... x-ray test... both results came out to be normal... the doc say he oso nt sure wad happen... unless i want to go to hospital for a thorough check up... i didn't want to... he asked if i got any asthma history or nt... i told him nv gotten any attacks for a dam long time le... in the end he gib me med for my phlegm n a cough med... he asked if i need mc for today... i said yes... den tml... i was like... shld be dun need la... but i m regretting it le.. coz nw talking to dear dear i kind of gotten a bit breathing problem again... kns... the doc say if the problem comes back... go to hospital directly... i made darling promise nt to rush down if i really goin to hospital... coz he working morning shift tml... coz of me today he nv get his slp... only like rest a bit on my sofa over at my house coz he cannot go inside my room n slp... made him waste so much money taking cab down to fetch me in the morning... nt getting his slp... getting so worried for me... really sorry darling...

Photo PhotoShoot~~

2009-08-30T22:21:00.003+08:00

the photoshoot for my wedding is over~! haha... 1 full day of photoshoot is nt easy n it's tiring... it's nt during the photoshoot... it's in between the resting time... in the car... heehee... i think i drew quite a lot of attention during the outdoor photoshoot... during the ride to the destinations... heehee... the make up was super thick! i think got 4 or 5 layers... wahaha... dear dear had to put on some foundation also... lucky the photographer was very experience... he made us quite relax during the shoot...n he managed to capture the sunset! the very first sunset that i saw in my life is goin to be in my wedding photo album... wahaha... so happy... so glad that we chose tanjong beach... there were quite a number of couples over at tanjong beach taking their wedding photoshoot also... hmm... glad that i wore casual for the beach photos... if nt i really dunoe how to walk ard... wahahah... wad to do... i m so chor lor.. lol... hmm... really i have to thanks debby.. she really really help me alot during my outdoor... she help me wipe my sweat... take my shoes... help me change my shoes... help me take my gown after i finish changing... drive us around to our destinations... sending dear n me back to the studio n back hm... really i dunoe how to thank her... she's really a dam great frd that i cannot ask for more...

nw goin to be sept le... n i be getting more n more busy... haizz... office nw in the process for 5's certificate n audit in dec... die die die... wedding is getting nearer n nearer.. ~.~ so excited... n jie jie is goin to gib birth anytime soon... my 2nd baby niece is coming into this world le!!! heehee... can't wait really can't wait... jie jie's tummy is so big... heehee... last sun i touched her tummy... n talk to my baby niece... " isabelle... babyyy... babyy..." guess wad... she poke me back... i tot was her leg... i ask jiejie if it was her leg... she told me is her buttocks... wahahaha... notti gal... so cute~~~

dear dear nw working... hmm... dunoe y i miss him so much... hate the times everytime when we had to go our own ways to go hm or work... wadever it is... as long as when leaving his side i just hate it... zzz... so nian him... ~.~ stayed over at his place on fri... coz sat 10am have to reach the studio... so fri i went to sally's place to do my nails... den went back hm.. n he help me pack my things... den go over his place to slp... i slept on his bed n he on his sis bed... heehee... i konk out after lying on his bed for like 5 mins... super duper tired... heehee... den sat he stayed over at my place.. coz after photoshoot... came back to my place... den his eyes too dry... the contacts cannot take out... in the end had to go CHG to take them out coz the 24hrs clinic nt confident to take out for him... by the time we came back frm CHG was like 12plus liaozz... so he slept over... i move my mattress outside to slp with him... coz the last time he stayed over at my place... he slp outside i slp in my rm... the feeling was bloody zzzzzzzzzzzz... heehee... so this time i slp outside with him.. he slp on sofa... i slp on my mattress just beside him... heehee... tml is his off day but i had to stay back in office till 9pm!! zzz but he goin to pei me over at my office... heehee... dunoe how come i have such a wonderful boyfriend who is goin to be my husband... n there's no way that i will can ever dream wad my life would be without him..

2009-08-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

hao lei wor... done with flu n a bit of cough... this morning cough till asthma almost act up... tmd... bloody hell... asthma has nt bother me for a very very long time till i dun even remember that i once had it... =.=" this morning when i breath there's actually those sounds... i was like @#$$#% zzz... called vera ask her if i kena flu can i go work or nt... she ask me to go see doc... called dear dear woke him up in his lala land.. told him i nt feeling well... he actually want to come down.. i was like dun need! he got to go work de lor... today somemore frm 3 all the way till tml 7am... he come down take care of me how he got the energy to work after that... i told him dun need... i will guai guai go see doc... in the end i did... Dr. tan told me to it's flu n told me dun need to worry abt the almost asthma act up... saying it's nth serious... just that i have to look out for any fever... asked if i m ok to go work or nt... he of coz cannot... at least not the these 2 days... in the end... 2 days mc for me lor... -.-" can u imagine that i actually guai guai take my medicine?? =.=" i cannot imagine that myself oso... diaoz diaoz... coz of his words... asking me to take med i really did... diaozz... i actually slp thru out the day today... reach hm den talk to dear dear till ard 12 den i went to slp... woke up by 2 calls in between... also got wake up den go back to slp.... all the way till ard 6 plus den wake up!! omg... so piggy... ~.~ quickly cook maggie n eat den take med.. =.=" so proud of myself.. i m so so so guai~! wahahaha... nua at hm till nw... still nua-ing... dam sianzz... feel like goin out.. but cannot... promise dear dear will rest at home... be guai guai de dun go out... so here i m blogging away trying to minimise the sian-ness... n cutting songs oso... T.T

2009-08-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

it's 1plus am n i m still awake.. although a bit tired... but dunoe y still wana update a bit... work has been really... #$%@#$#$%^ serious.. the new gal is really omg... maybe i m too harsh or wad i dunoe.. but if she dun have the heart to learn n she is always being so dependent on ppl.. it's difficult for her to survive in the real working world...

dear dear has been working lots of OT... hmm... miss him tons n tons... nt saying i dun want him to work ot or wad... i just dun want him to tired himself out.. juggling his work n me... i dun think he got enough rest... i asked him... wad m i suppose to do... coz i feel that i m very sticky to him... his crappy reply... coz he is super glue... diaoz lor... but that's him... heehee... to say seriously.. i nv expect myself to be getting married so fast.. being with him for like how long only... den we were like talking abt our wedding and before i know it.. we r preparing for the wedding... wahahaha... hmm.. that's fast... heehee... he accept me for who i m n all of my past... he dotes on me... tolerates my temper... he is my constant reminder... care taker.. my temper cooler... he is always there... always finding time to accompany me... even when he is working he will find time to call me n msg me... he is the guy whom i know is goin to take care of me for the rest of my life... he told me before that he cannot imagine his life now if he doesn't have me with him... n he cannot do without me... all i wana say is that it's the same for me... my life has taken a new turn with him... n that it will nv be the same.. coz i know he will always be by my side... n we r goin to step into a new life tgt... creating a family of our own.. writing our own love story...

2009-07-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

i just went for my gown selection ytd!!! wahaha... changed my mind to get the gowns off the rack instead... n change for a actual day car... at least 1 headache solve... hmm... my wedding gown is kind of dreamy.. i couldnt decide on a one that is fluffy(pong pong type) with a touch of pink which make me cute n sweet and the other was simple yet elegant... makes me look longer(which i m really impress) n dreamy dreamy kind... i was like hmm... n ehh... wahahaha... lucky thing is dear was with me... n debby actually took half day leave to go with us!! love u so much man! hahaha... in the end they help me decide on the dreamy one... that one which make me look longer... hmm... nice... lol... the wedding gown i took... hmmm... we reach there ard 2 plus... den tried till ard 5plus??? 3 bloody hours!!!!! zzz... n the gowns r sooooo heavy!!! wahaha... but they r so nice... hmm... heehee... my evening gown took me ard half hour n i settled it... purplish one... that was the last gown that i tried... n the moment debby n the gal there help me get into it properly... i was like O.O i want this gown... wahaha... really O.O when i showed to dear dear i was like i like this!! i want this one... he was like sitting there luffing at me... ok la... those kind of sweet de luff at me la... so hmm... gowns done... end august goin for finally fitting den photoshot.. i dunoe if i'm able to get daddy n mummy or jie jie they all to go with me for the finally fitting ma... although it's in the evening time... n i really hope they'll be ard... but i scared they'll be tired frm work n find it too far to travel down... so didn't dare to ask them...

this sunday both our parents r meeting up... which means... i m goin to get to meet dear dear's mummy... ~.~ kind of excited... n scared... but to my knowledge she's quite a nice lady... so i dun think i have to worry much... hmm... yupz yupz...

jiejie's tummy so big nw... baby is getting bigger n bigger each day... really can't wait for her to come into the world... already started buying things for her le... i want to play with her lor... sooo cute... heehee... but i won't be living at home for long after she's born... T.T

rich is coming back during nov!! wootsss... miss him man... hmm... this proves that he is really a great frd... actually i really have a bunch of very gd frds ard me... without them... i dunoe how i m goin to handle my wedding preparations... they r so gd to me... hmm... ok lor... on my wedding day i'll let them sabo my hubby... to a certain extend only ah... lol.... will be preparing for the 4 sisters to meet up one of these days soon... den they can discuss on their dress n the sabo plans... hmm... haha

i m down with flu again! zzz forever so easy tio flu de lor... ytd go gown fitting still ok for the whole day... this morning ok... ard late morning... come liao... wa liaozzz... up to nw still nt ok... tmd... met up with darling... thru out i dun dare let him kiss kiss... scared pass my flu bug to him... dear dear just got home... nw i goin to bed soon... pop 2 panadols before dear dear go home... the bloody flu is making me so tired... diaozz... dear dear in the end rent 3 movies n came back to my hse to watch... we finish watching the handsome suit den he went home... nw that's he's home... hmm.. hao xiang ta wor... diaozzz... ok nvm... i goin to bed le... nite nite~~~

2009-06-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

preparing for a wedding is really nt easy... =.=" actually we only wanted to do a simple lunch buffet at hortpark tgt with the solemnisation... simple rite??? but cannot... coz he only son... so his side wana us to do banquet dinner.. so... ya we went into a lot of haywire planning... wahaha... the guo da li things... ok... up to nw i still blur but hmm... heehee... i believe i'll get help frm mummy, daddy n jiejie ... so... can fang xin... wahaha... the bridal package we already sign... but nw is the car n the photographer problem... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sianzzz... someone teach me can? T.T

the restuarant more or less settled... the wedding bands we oso buy le...know wad... lucky thing is i got a bunch of shi dang! wahaha... nw we r on msn... n i just bomb them with my problems... wahaha... ^.^ n we decided to do our wedding banquet in jan... coz still in jan... n nt that rush for us oso..

my leg hurts!!! today since 1plus we have been goin round the whole of sg... goin ard for restaurants... ok la... nt that many that we went to... but still we covered sg lor... =.="

heehee... but with dear dear being the more logical n step by step one... things just get easier... each time i get fed up n fustrated he'll always come into the picture to help me... calm me down without fail... i think dear dear is facing a lot more things den me... hmm... he have to be the one making decisions so... the burden is always greater for him... ~.~ hum hum dear dear~~~~~

2009-06-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm... today dear dear brought me to prawning~~ heehee... so fun... hmm... we played for 1 hr... but later extended for another... wahaha... so fun... went once with ey ppl... but nv try at all.. just see them prawn nia... today i tried hands on myself... somemore... the bait got someone to do for me... dear took cockles as the bait... dam smelly... n had to peel open the shell to get the meat out.. n cut into small pieces... smelly... yucks... heehee... he did all those n help me put the bait onto the hook oso... ^^ moi dear dear dotes on me!! wahaha...

we went to hort park on sat... i immediately fell in love with that place... i told dear that i want that place as one of the outdoor venue for the photoshoot... hahaha... nw everything only rough planning... when he u know u know.. den that's when we have to do all the things and will be so rush n tiring... hmm... somehow can't wait oso...

today monday war wasn't thatr bad.. maybe it's coz nw on better terms with mag... so everything feels more or less better... nt like everything oso feel so $%@#@#.. haha... me hook on prawning le... that's wad dear dear said... hahaha... shou n derick came down to find us... but shou that piggy was hungry so derick n her went for dinner... it was like.. they come for like 20 mins... den gone again... diaoz lor... haha... nvm... tml meeting her up for k session... hopefully able to meet this pig! if nt i dun think we'll be goin singing...

2009-05-31T22:39:00.002+08:00

today sunday le... last day of may... sianzz... tml monday again... hab to work le... i kind of started to communicate with auntie more often these days.. true that i still cannot understand y she is like always covering her butt till so zzz but somehow.. can see some parts of the things that she does y she wants it that way...

kuan jie jie they all just left.. just celebrated ting ting bday just nw... she is already 6... omg... time flies so fast... just wad... dear dear is beside me nw... playing maple.. i think i kind of gotten him hook on the game le... =.=" but he nv play till bo hiew or wad la.. we went over to expo ard 3 like that.. go walk ard food fair.. seriously.. nt much.. but being goin for so many times... this time is the happiest one... hmm... was is becoz of him or was is that i dun have much to worry... n nt much to care abt... lol... i dunoe...

tml matthew organised ktv for the company outing... hmm... i dunoe dear able to go or nt... we have been talking abt our wedding for quite some time already... i dunoe will we be getting married by the yr end still.. but till nw... we haven't come out with anything yet... just talking n trying to plan here n there... ut afterall i m still nt wearing his ring yet... so there's nth for us to do at all... sitting beside me is the guy whom i m goin to spend the rest of my life with... n i dun think i can see my future without him playing the most impt part in it... so... ya... hmm... like wad debby n shou say... no ring no talk... so yah... wait for his ring ba... lol...

2009-05-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

gosh!!! i miss dear dear so much!!! zzz... tml he is goin outfield for his reservist... ya i noe... it's only 3 days... n thurs he can't come out coz got too many things to settle since just came back frm field trip.. ya ya... only freaking 4 days... ya rite!!! gosh... goin crazy nw even when he is on the phone with me... it's freaking 4 days... that i cannot see him... how to survive... zzz... ya i noe mandy will say grow up pls... wadsoever... pls lor... this is nt abt being grown up or wad lor... me is too nian to him that's wad is happening... even though his reservist has started 1 week ago.. but we've been meeting every single day... but time is nv ever enuff for both of us... we both too sticky to each other le... i noe we'll survive thru... but just the tot of it nw is sooo freaking torturing... =.=""

plus audit is coming up... so freaking stress in the office... dunoe how m i goin to survive sia... =.=... singtel technician came over to set up my hse wireless le... finally... dun need to plug cable to use internet le... wahaha... it's so much faster lee... wwweeeeee..... maple cannot download full version with my laptop... have to dl the rar version... kns... dunoe goin to dl till wad time... tml bring my laptop to work... coz after that goin to meet wa ard her hse area as usual.. =.=" my hse is seriously in need of the extension plugs... if nt i scared will short circuit sooner or later...

BITE BITE DEAR DEAR~~~~ HUM~~~~

new laptop~~

2009-05-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

wahaha... blogging frm my new laptop... after hearing me nag for so many years of wanting to get a laptop... nw i finally gotten 1... wahaha...

yaya.. i noe i nv blog for a long long time... ^^ so... work's u all noe la... dam it! lol... but up to now still can consider ok ba... but it seems that i have been quite forgetful... but i still complete the tasks on time lor... auditing is coming soon... all of us r like rushing here n there... zzz just the contracts can alone kill me.. ytd work till 7plus... till dear dear call me telling me he book out le... den i saw the time... i was like OMG!! he ask me nt to rush... how can dun rush... diaoz... almost goin to miss the last bus lor... i dun think the rest of the workaholics will go off so early lor... no one send me out... ask me walk out in heels... siao bo... take cab... nt an option lor... so freaking expensive... siaozz... wahaha... ytd was cheryl's bday... went to a ktv pub near chinatown area de... we stayed till 10plus close to 11 den we went off... almost miss the last train... hmm... i nv drink liquor hor!! i nv even touch a single drop of it... coz the next day still got to work... i dun want to ltr wake up with any problems... so... see... me guai de lor... lol...

dear dear nw reservist.. T.T but surprisingly we meet everyday after he book out... wahaha... we dun do that when he was like normal working lor... but... meeting him is nv enuff... time with him is nv enuff... forever so freaking fast when with him... T.T heng he dun find me too sticky to him... if nt... hmm... i oso dunoe how... heehee... just hang up with him nt long ago... i think he tired himself oso le... meeting up with me every evening... i really dun want him to be so tired... i m tired but at least i get more rest den him... =.="

the scan is almost finish... so i m ending here... coz i promise him that i'll go slp once the scan is done... ^.^

2009-04-05T11:56:00.002+08:00

ok i know i haven't been updating... but look at my list of frds... who has been updating... lol... so i'm considered as active ok... lol..

KL trip was really very fun... dear took care of me thru out the trip... so sweet... or rou ma whichever u all say it as la... we took very few pictures... but really... fun n blissful.. haha... dunoe y... after the trip i feel as though i m sticking to him even more... is this a gd or bad thing... =.= but ya... he is a impt part of my life nw... he is always pampering n doting me so much.. ^^

anyway... the few pictures that we took i already upload in facebook le.. as for work... zzz my auntie is getting frm bad to worse since i came back from KL... =.=" really cmi... i dunoe wad's happening to her... but i really dun wish to cover her backside anymore... zzz... nw is practically 1 m under 3 salesmen...zzz.. matthew's things is always i m the one doing... uncle jerry nt suppose to look for me.. but most of his things still pass to me... daren oso always "alicia help me leh..." =.=" james is like see who free... he go to who... zzz peirce is coming back... lol... tml he will be back in the sales team... ^.^ so nw... work is basically quite eng... except that my sales team seems to be a bit hmm... i dunoe... but still ok la... they look for me... i oso happy... at least i won't have much time to doze off in the office or play games den later tio frm emily.. lol...

btw... dear dear gotten a pair of rings in KL... ^.^ this trip really brought us closer to each other... n somemore after this trip i open up to him much more n stick to him a lot more... seems like as though the super dao canot super de glue lor... just afraid that he'll find me sticking too close... but he is nt... =.=" lol... later meeting him... ytd he bought a super big de bubble making toy for me... lol... bleah... he always put me in priority... hmm.. love him so much...

ok gotta go bath le... coz meeting him later... ^.^

2009-03-21T14:48:00.002+08:00

hmm... nw at home... tml goin KL lor... heehee... so excited... scared bring nt enuff clothes... kns... goin to stay over at shou's place tonite.. wahaha... hmm.. these few days at work... hai ok ba... although got nua-ing time.. but nt as eng as last week... maybe coz i goin to have a break tgt with dear tt's y ba... wahaha... dunoe oso.. but 1 thing for sure is this 3 day holiday is goin to pass very fast...=.=

thurs met up with amy, pauline n shou.. we slacked at clark quay central mall outside... wahaha... n ya.. dear dear came down to find us after his work... we salck till ard 11.45 den we went to walk ard clarke quay... den walk all the way down to selegie... to eat beancurd... wahaha...

i go nua a bit before dear dear come down to fetch me... hehee... ^.^

2009-03-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

11/3/09

hmm... blogging at hm at last... lol.. talking on phone with dear nw oso... he is suaning me abt my typing sound.. diaozz.. is the spacebar that is making the loudest sound lor... zzz hmm..

ytd the whole office email was down... pengzz... emails sending out stuck half way... receiving oso dam slow... 1 moment it's up another moment it's down... cannot make it sia.. anyway the email was unstable all the way till the time i went home still zzz...

12/3/09

yaya...suppose to be working... wahaha... but finish my things already... so... lol... family got a big big gd news... so happy... i m goin to be auntie again!! heehee... last nite saw the scan picture... so cute!!! ^.^ hmm... seriously i dunoe wad to blog abt... later say too tian de things later tio say... but nowadays i dun hab much to complain abt... hmm... can't wait to off work!!! ROAR~~~

2009-03-04T16:02:00.002+08:00

i know i shld be working... doing my things.. the problem is... i have finish everything~! faint... =.=" only waiting for emily to come out n unblock some accounts. so rite now i m extremely free... =.=" hahaha... have been thinking that maybe i'll create another blog... but allow no one to be able to read it!! muahaha... coz some tots... i wana keep to myself... but i want to remember in time to come... so... hmm... worth considering... den i dun have to keep so many diaries entries in my comp... gd idea.. lol... when i say no one... it means totally no one can read except... me!! hahaha... ok i m a bit sot le... partly not enuff rest partly coz too bored oso... hmm... i m getting sore throat le.. diaozz... i think today is the day that i drink the most plain water ever since i started work over here... which is like more den 2 yrs?? lol... serious lor... i keep gulping water today coz my throat is so uncomfortable... as thou something stuck inside... or like the walls of my throat is rubbing against one another... zzz irritating sia... hmm...

my that auntie went on half day morning leave today... when she's nt around... tons n tons of calls... but afternoon is like so quiet... so this morning was still ok... but ard 12 i finish my things already... den i was like... =.=''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' *yawnz yawnz yawnz... i was hugging the heart shape cushion that christine bought for me in KL... my eyes were like so heavy... falling falling falling... have to keep walking ard... sit down nua till want to zzz... nw is the time to count down to off work le... heehee... dunoe this wawa still able to meet up n get the disc frm her or nt... but that one oso hab to be later... coz i need to go collect my things ard 201 after work...

nw the time pass really very slow... ~.~ only 5pm... 1/2hr more... but time passes oso very fast... esp when u r enjoying urself... lol...

2009-02-25T10:30:00.004+08:00

hmmm... hao swt de feeling wor... hahaha.. haven't been so pampered for like dunoe how many yrs le... hmm.. anyway... recently have been a lot of going out n enjoying myself.. but i still manage to wake up for work ok... hahah... mainly coz i m given morning calls every morning... making sure i dun pon teng for work... ~.~ anyway... hahaha

my store assistant has willingly exchange his d&d gift with me... wahahah... i nv use knife or wad so ever to threaten him ok... hahaha... bleah~~~so i m bringing home a dvd player... muahahah... ok my hse got dvd players already... hmm... got 3 of them... so i'm nt getting it for myself ok... i getting for ah kuan jie jie de ok... den next time when we rent or buy shows she can oso bring home to watch... hmm... nice rite... heehee...

nua-ing in office till dunoe like wad... so boring... i really need to go find something to do if nt sooner or later i think i'll doze off lor... hmm... anyways... hmm... hahaha.. dunoe la.. a bit sot le... drink coffee oso no use.. diaoz.. there's so many movies coming up in march that i want to watch... eh... hmm... hahaha... i need to go for a massage for my shoulders... zzz dunoe when will ever mandy be available to go... kns... so uncomfortable nw... =.="

hmm...

2009-02-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

ok... pictures finally uploaded in facebook... hahaha... hmm... gotten a mp3 ytd at sim lim for like 25 bucks?? wahahaha... something that i can use... at least my hp batt won't finish so fast...

wahahaha... dunoe y recently my appetite not gd lor... it started before i go KL... i will feel hungry but i can't eat much... dunoe wad happen... zzz... sianz 3/4...

hmm... work has become more routine for me... just the artwork parts is making me extremely confused... =.=" anyway... it seems that my this auntie is still slow... but getting a bit yaya liaoz. haizz.. mai hiew n chup so much better... i just do wadever i can.. at least in this way i won't feel guilty like owing the company anything... the company has groom me... mould me.. made me grow.. taught me so much... be it personal or work wise.. really a lot... yes there r politics... but as long as i dun chup in... i think i can hack care ba... at least work here i got mandy that i m close to... although a lot of times got conflicts but at the end of the day she still dotes on me wahahaha...

in less den 1 hr i'll end work le... but i think i'll nua in office for a while before goin tm coz i dun want to go hm den go out again... heehee... lao niang's bday coming le... she told us wad she wants but it's so difficult to get it lor... haizzz.. ~.~ the office air-con is getting so freaking cold... kns... got so many movies that i want to watch~~~ T.T hahaha... hmm... lol

yawnzz

2009-02-20T01:21:00.002+08:00

i m back frm the conference le!!! hahaha... will be uploading the pics soon... overall it was fun... hmm but nt that fun... coz i m quite anti-social.. so hmm... but i love the hotel room... gardens hotel.. just 1 small problem... the toilet got no lock de... =.="but guess wad... there's a small couch by the window... den u can slack there look out of the window view... ok.. it's nt a fantastic view but it's kind of relaxing oso.. i just love to sit there n stone away... when i m nua-ing in the room... heehee... first day i was all alone... coz my rm mate didn't arrive till the next evening... -.-"" heehee... the whole conference... got times i will feel sianz... got times i will be so excited... got times i feel like dozing off :X hahaha.. so overall... ok~! heehee..

so tired... back in office... hmm... shou n chris came to fetch me frm airport last nite... heehee... moi gd frds... nice rite??? actually jie wanted to come fetch me de... den i was like... frds coming later will it be weird... so u know u know... hahaha... met up with stephen, shou's bf... on the first nite in KL... brought me to a jap rest to eat... tastes gd... den shop ard... nth to shop de!!!! zzz mid valley is just like sg de shopping center... boring... T.T.. 3rd day met up with christine n ken... they brought uncle jerry n me to eat canton-i... dam nice lor... yummy... hahah... den christine brought me to go shopping... n she bought a heart shape de cushion for me... awww... swt rite??? wahahaha... oh ya... my company won 3 awards... proud leh... lol...

writing off here... tired le... just came back frm meeting shou n chris... i go orh orh liaoz.. update again soon...

2009-02-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

ok... as some of u ppl already now... i m goin to KL for a conference... tgt with uncle jerry... yes only 2 of us... BUT coz it's totally illogical for a guy n gal to stay 1 rm... the company paid extra for single rm... wahaha... hmm... n guess wad...got free n easy!!! haha... ok.. anyways... i won't sia suay the company de lor... nt like some bitch...company dnd dance on stage like dancing in disco like that... somemore dance until her g-string drop to her thigh... ok finally the company is like doing something... but 1 thing i worry is that how is that auntie goin to cope during those 3 days??

for ur info.. we swap our on hand stuff already... which means the auntie is doing my things...n i m doing hers... n it was like... zzzzzzz.... i m like everyday pc games till sianz... she can't really handle... n SHE'S NT PICKING UP THE BLOODY CALLS... tmd... the phone ring she treat i as though it's nt... the only time she pick up is when boss come out of the room... cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb....nvm... see wad's goin to happen ba... den den den dun think i very bad bo help her ok... i help her de lor... everytime got ask her wad she cannot finish... wahaha.. like a bit bhb... den like showin to her dat she's dam bloody slow... wahahaha...

anyways... i m dam happy that i m goin for the KL trip...hmm...wonder how much i can absorb n learn frm this trip... hmmmm... KLKLKLKLKLKLKLKL hahahahahaa....

2009-02-03T12:15:00.003+08:00

Cny holidays over lor... company d&d coming up this coming sat... omg... n guess wad... i m automatically being put in charge of games... wth... kena the helping committee again... diao diao diao.. T.T shld i be glad that i m chosen?? i think i shld think this way to make myself feel better... the dress that i bought at D.P finally come into use... but 1 big problem... it's way way WAY too low cut... have to wear a black tube inside if nt have to get a brooch... omg... guess i m nt that daring to wear sexy dresses.. wahahaha... dun hab that figure oso... i dun want play play play den "zhao geng" so paiseh de lor... zzz...

fri come back to work.. system down!! omg... had a bad start sia.. lucky settle quick enuff.. if nt i dunoe how the drivers will kill me... den sat cannot again.. diaoz lor.. hmm.. can seriously kill man.. haha... this yr de ang bao decrease a lot sia... sad.. my biggest ang bao i think is frm my zui qing ai de 3rd princess.. muahaha..

sunday went round the whole singapore to the temples to pray with dad, mum, 3rd princess n 3rd JIE FU... hahahaha... tiring sia... by the time reach loyang dua pei gong i was like... met up with shou they all ard 7pm to go k.. at chai chee... i was already like half dead... couldn't really get myself to enjoy much during that ktv... but it was really fun... hmm.. ya... fun... hahaha... sat went to debby de house... wahaha... play games... den me n shou cheated n we won... but deb they all totally got no clue abt it till i told them... haha... ok la... i m the one who lead shou to cheat but it's debby n joel say de wad... that game u can cheat n do anything but dun get caught ma... we nv leh.. wahahaha... after that game they dun let me help shou anymore... diaozzz... =.="" wahahaha... later goin movie.. yay movie!!! but still got some movies that i haven't get to watch... bo lang pei me go watch le lor... sad... T.T wahahaha... later goin with debby... hmm... my movie... yummy... hahaha...

2009-01-23T14:32:00.002+08:00

last day in office.. finally... hahaha... den a long long break for cny... hmm... finally coming... hahaha... n one more thing... rich finally update his blog... haizzz... finally...after so so so long... reading his update make me realise how much i miss this frd... ok... i just had a food poisioning on wednesday... yupz 22/1/09... zzz crap rite? zzz guess wad... even when i was resting at home after taking my med i still receive calls frm office... =.="" abt work ok... zzz but gotten 1 call n 2 msges frm my colleagues asking how i was already.. so i think this office afterall nt that bad... ^^ ok i understand that it's cny period they're bz n all kinds of things... but m i really that impt till they can't do without me ma... =.=" wad's goin to happen when i leave this company... hmm... 1 happy thing is... i went to do my nails!! i did extension for my fingernails again! but this time is painless one.. hahaha... the one i did for jiejie wedding de is like wth... dam pain lor... coz gel... i will nt do any kind of extension that require me to stick my fingers into the heating device to dry up the extension anymore!! heehee... i like my nails nw... both leg n hands de... n i like her service!! haha... next time i dun have to go so far to do my pedicure le!! mani nt that much ba... coz pedi is more for me.. i can't stand the dead skins on my legs but too lazy myself to file them myself.. hahaha... :P hmm... new year coming le... my ang baos... heehee... n the break that i m yearning for... ***dreamand***

updates

2009-01-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

yes.. i m updating in the office again... lol... ya once again i nv leave on time... but wad can i do... CNY around the corner... the orders still haven't come in fully... trying to kill me sia.. den that woman is like everything oso slow.. zzz.. her speed is -10times of mine... den everyone attack me.. zzz.. i think i m killing myself in a fast way like that.. so tired.. well... nw nt only me but a lot of others got tons of complains over here.. haizz.. guess wad... my 13 mth nt in yet.. omg.. i m so going to die.. no money no money no money!!! i m broke.. zz... jiu ming ah.. hopefully got 13mth ba... no bonus is understandable but bo 13mth... nt possible rite?? eh... ~.~

our num 1's online shop is official done!! heehee.. thx to jian... helping to fix up the blogskin n some problem links.. heehee... thank you thank you... jie's webby: www.3v3craft.blogspot.com hmm... nt that pro la...

haizz.. my phone is like giving me problems lor... new one... but i still dun really know how to use.. den i think the software need to go update de... but nw bo time to go update.. =.="" so much problems now zzz.. someone help me sia...T.T

Event??

2008-12-28T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm... jie's online shop started le... ytd dragged jian down to help jie to setup... n i was late... ~.~ sry jian... ps ps ps... last min... vera was asked into a meeting between that cat n emily... me... being asked for a discussion by jerry... hmm... was briefly updated on the course of the sales team n the company this coming year... pi-er-si resigned.. =.= he extended his last day till after cny to help us out... haizz...

went shopping with ah kuan jie ytd... after jian went off... shopping not for myself but for the company... kns... zzz... T.T tml got a small party in office... but hor haizz... do the jigsaw is killer... coz y... always being bugged at the wrong timing... when i bz... come bug me abt the puzzle... the game thingy.. kns lor... i think i really very slacky nw... frds bo ask me out... i nw oso hack care le... slack at home whole day... today suppose to meet up with joeline to go shopping for the party de... but since everything all bought... i nv go meet her... nua at home instead.. just finish mj session... guess wad... i won... over 40bucks... heehee...

pay coming in leu... hahaha... n my savings shall start from the moment my pay comes in... finally i can save... yes finally got down to saving up!! n since it's so freaking difficult to take out the money frm my saving...i think the money saved is save from my hands... hahaha... i cant imagine wasting my leaves just to withdraw money... coz y... coz my leave is so freaking little!!!

i want to go out!!! dun want to nua so much at home le!!! jiu ming ah!!!

2008-12-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

Boring office life i have nw... i seriously dunoe y they r so "niao" zzz... nw can't online.. can't use USB!! imagine USB... wth... scared wad? scared we take info out meh... wa liao... pls lor... haizz... but wahaha... u can nv stop me from using internet de lor... wahaha... hmm... last time... online a bit... the working timing is just rite... nw can't it's like so freaking free... omg... i really really dunoe wad to do sia... maybe this job.. hmm.. shld i change job?? but er... haizz

anyway... jie's big day is over!! hahaha... coz coz... i was so tired... sat i went to work... when i saw myself in the mirror in the washroom.. i was like!!!!!!!!!!! my dark eye rings r like MONSTROUS... =.="" really" kan dao gui" sia... wahaha... i flop onto my bed the moment i reach home... n slp thru out the whole afternoon... even matthew call me i oso can't wake up lor... i was like... "ok... my hp ringing... matthew's ringtone" den konk out... totally nv pick up... wahahaha... i think this is the first time like that... hahaha... i gotten a big fat angbao from jie n new jiefu... haha... the games that we "play" with the brothers n the groom were so so so funny... muahahaha... really poor things sia... but it's them poor thing... for the sisters... it's fun.. hahaha... earn quite a lot from jie's wedding... heehee... if dun include the dress, accessories and the sabo things la... hahaha... nw the newly couple is having their honeymoon lo... 14 days!!! hmm... knowing jiejie... she's buy something for me de.. hahaha...

xmas coming... dam broke... i settled the office gals prezzie already... left the guys de... but zzz GUYS...wad to buy for them... wahahaha... i decided... set on................. tidbits!! hahahhaa... easiest to buy... cheapest oso... :X haha... frds side.. erm... hab to go shop ard le... if nt go online shop get somethings for them...

car lessons so far so fun... heehee... final theory is a killer... hate it... office nw is so erm... more den half of the ppl r targeting chimpenzee nw... well serve the person rite ba... who ask that person to be so disrespectful... sometimes it's so boring... so dam irritating to work there... zzz... forever got problems de... but if you think of it... if dun have these problems... working there will be even more dreadful... it's all these things that add some sparks to my work... hmm... be thankful for these problems ba.. i'm getting so lazy... after work will go home.. slack at home... if frds last min go out... i won't want to go too far n too late... caking dvds at home... following the tv dramas on channel U n 8...

oh ya... i was dam dam piss with the no.2 of this family!! omg... she was kind of bent on ruining jie's wedding lor... tmd... dam her! i really dunoe wad the hell happen to her or is this the real her... gosh... make my family so ps during the dinner... talking abt her makes my blood boil to the top! i hate her... i m serious..

bad??

2008-11-19T09:28:00.000+08:00

seriously... m i really bad towards him to end it when he dun want to at all?? but when both our goals r different.. wad kind of future we want is totally different... when he's totally doing nth at all... when i told him to save his reply was "dun force me"... ppl... tell me... wad can i do??? true maybe i m really bad, i m the evil gal that broke up with him... but have anyone think abt why did it have to end? you think i enjoy feeling this kind of pain??? if you seriously think that den sry but to say u dunoe me at all and that YOU R CRAZY! there's definitely no turning back anymore.. the money dat i spent on him... the money that i loan him... i won't get it back from him... just let everything end here...

bloody auntie o.O

2008-11-13T17:33:00.001+08:00

omg... i cannot stand my new gal... nono.. cannot say gal for her... is new aunite!! dam her!!! so wad big deal she work in this company last time... that was fucking 3yrs ago ok!!! nb... nw come back work as sale co not happy den dun work lor.. she's the one who ask em for a job yet go ard telling ppl the other way round... tmd.. she's really fucked up lor... not happy that when she ask for the job.. got opening for sales oso... but em offered her coordinator job... if she not happy she can dun take de lor.. take le den make so much noise... so many problems for wad... nb... nw i really split everything clearly... with her!

17/11

ok.. nw in office... arrive in office ard 7.45am... but in the end... system cannot use...diaoz lor... wanted to come earlier to start on the invoices... but in the end... stuck in the office doing nothing... so update blog lor... i m freaking dulan with tt bitch! we have already said before office, salesmen orders i in charge. the calls that i take i do the invoicing oso... she pick up de she key herself... KNNB CCB sat the calls that she pick up all write in my book... CCB... i nt goin to key those fucking orders lor... i call vf.. to check if she's coming in today... n yes she is lor... den wad fucking reasons do she have to write in my book... FUCKING BITCH! so wad u r old? old den dun work la... tmd..

ok... my monday morning already spoil... dun want to make it worst.. ytd... jiejie "guo da li" le... ^^ hahaha... so many things wor... qq n his mum came over with all the cakes... the gifts... lot n lot of things... slpt ard 2 on sat... woke up ard 9plus... tired sia... anyway... went with daddy n jiejie to distribute the invitation cards n cakes to our side relatives... alvan came too.. den half the day gone...came back... den jie jie help mummy to cook dinner... me hahaha... nua in the living rm... heehee...

mummy injuried her leg last week... she slipped a bit n hurt her veins.. she had difficulty walking ard... seeing her like that is like reminding me that she's getting older by the day... kind of heart pain... seeing mummy walking ard with so much difficulty... but she much better now le... today even went to work... btw.. a big thx to my frds who showed concern ^^

2008-11-08T00:35:00.000+08:00

Oooh! Fire! You have a very stubborn personality and are very intuitive. You are constantly making imprints! You often yell out, but sometime are not heard! This bothers you and causes you to lash out at some people you love. But, when you're calm, you can be an ok leader. And when you're in an argument, you have the I'm-not-goin-down-without-a-fight attitude,and that's often helpful! And you love Winter because it gives you reason to sit in front of a hot, roaring fire! Not to mention perfect weather! You are easily annoyed or irratated. You can be very sarcastic! You make a good dancer, vet, or Martial Artist. Your emotions waver, but when you get a solid feeling, it takes a lot to change that feeling.

2008-11-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

ok i just finish a talk with my sis... she actually pointed out that i m at fault too... chris accepts me for who i m... this is 1 very true fact... i m being too dominoring towards him, he is trying his best to keep this relastionship going... yet i m destroying it... i dunoe my mind is in a mess rite now... i really dunoe how to think

2008-11-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

ok... for those who know wad has happened on tues... i m doing it again... ya i noe... lame... but i really really dun see the point of continuing tgt! someone who's not doing anything for his future... n he is bloodily trying to change for my sake?!?!!?!?!? THIS IS THE MOST INSULTING THING! ok... most of u will be like... "r u crazy??? he's changing for your sake u noe..." to hell with it ok! i wana him to change is not for my fucking sake! it's for his fucking future... for his bloodly OWN LIFE! wad i break up with him den he nua back to his old self n rot??? how sure can i be how long will it take him to go back to his this self now? i'm nt goin to spend 1-2yrs of my life to change this person den after that he goes back to his old self.. den wad's the point? n wad's the pt of being with a guy who doesn't or dunoe how to make decision?? i admit i m the type of gal that needs my boyfrd to be someone who can make decisions... take control of the relationship. i m tired of steering the wheel... if u ppl notice... how many of my entries r abt him??? it's definitely less den 10 or even 5... WHY??? coz 85% of the times we r quarrelling! yes! i m crying rite now... so wad? i dun want to go on n waste my life on someone who doesn't want to change for himself. I DUN NEED MY BF TO CHANGE FOR MY BLOODY SAKE! the previous break up... there r frds who told me not to let go... there r frds who ask me to let go... all got different views... guess wad... nw whenever i talk to him, i get irritated... i reaelly dun want to... but i just get irritated when i hear his voice... trying to report to me every single thing... i was like... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.. i told him over the phone already just nw... but he's still insisting not to break up.. but all i can say is... when i want to be stubborn... i will stick to my decision. this is something u all shld know.

In Love!!

2008-10-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... i just love yan so much!!! wahhaha... she just made a perfect pair of earrings for me... oh my gosh!!! i actually requested for her to custom made 1 pair of earrings n necklace for my jie's wedding in dec... she just send me the earring's pic... i was like... woah... O.O really that big ok... i love that pair of earrings!!! waited a bit long... but seeing the earring... the wait is worth it! omg~~~ ok i m dam dam dam happy with the earrings... wahhaha... guess wad... i m NOT goin to post the pic in my blog... wahaha.. let u all "xin yang yang" wahahaha... so nice...

boring sat ... X . X

2008-10-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

extremely boring~! omg... haizzz... woan rong's bday celebration today.. ~.~ but i decided nt to go... 1st i dunoe her frds... later like nt sporting.. put her in spot.. i oso have buy her present yet.. seriously.. i really dunoe her taste.. dunoe wad to buy.. 21st bday somemore.. cannot anyhow buy lor... die die die... no one ard me is close to her other den shou but she totally nv help me in this issue. dunoe is dun want to help or dunoe how to help me.. later will be goin to bugis to get her present.. hopefully can get a suitable one.. 80% i won't go over le la... just drop by n pass her the present den go off.. feels weird oso...

I CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!! haha... i managed to find this skin.. den asked jian to help me to amend.. haha.. den i just change n add in the songs, links... blah blah... finally a change design.. ^^mandy on leave till tuesday den come back.. so boring.. wa liao... left me alone... sianz 3/4... monday her bday.. wahaha... me n diyana shared a present for her.. gotten her a card holder coz she lost hers..

later go home need to help to paint the rooms doors.. coz tt time i peeled off 1 whole big patch of the paint on my room door.. heehee... hands itchy... ~.~ hahaha... peaceful sat... but with that bitch in the office.. it become a boring sat...

wad a #$%$%^%&^%

2008-10-13T16:09:00.002+08:00

ok... i m in the office rite now... it's nt as if i m freaking free but i just wana release somewhere... nv have i seen such a bootlicking person in my whole life before... realli is an eye opener for me sia...anyway... i gotten my pair of earrings le!! haha... ok... i have stop myself from buying le... so far this mth i already bought 3pairs... 2 pairs frm swt nothing... 1 frm petite art..

sat is chloe's last day already... although till nw she still can't stand alone without me... i still kind of sad abt it... it's like totally not worth it lor... anyway i requested to go for lunch with her tml.. coz tml her last time having lunch in this office... muahaha... throw tt bitch away... finally... i was so so so notti today in the office... wahahaha... coz i pissed tt bitch off till her face was like totally black today... wahahaha... right from the beginning of the day lor... ok... i n notti... but who the hell ask her to be so #$#%$#^%$^%& in the first place. even the salesmen can't stand her.. she is the cause of all these de lor.being treated like a pest in the office... wad to do wad to do... eh... i can say la... 1st time ever in this company that i piss someone till this stage... wahaha...

2008-10-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

here i m updating my blog nw... really too many things... dunoe how to blog... ok.. start with work...

2 major things happen in office recently...my gal is leaving... zzz my assistant sales manager is oso leaving... at 1 time 2 ppl leaving my dept.. n i really really cannot stand this bitch in my office... tmd... i really wana ask her to go fuck herself lor... dam her. she's 1 irritating bitch. act as if the whole office she's the only 1 working so freaking hard.. nb.. trying to get close to us.. dig info... cb.. she is 1 fucking person that will twist n turn her words. nw the whole office dun like to get too close to her. she's causing everyone to be on their toes.. zzz like nw... wahaha... without her the whole office is sooo peaceful.. lol...

things r getting a bit shaky with dar dar.. but i guess both of us r still unwilling to let go so easily... so trying to solve our problems nw.. last nite was online.. den say that ey got some trip pics in facebook... den i realise that i kind of miss the fun that i used to spend with them.. at least life seemed fulfilling at that pt of time... not like nw.. ~.~

i gotten jiejie a wedding gift.. wahaha... i have been wondering if i shld get something for her to make her happy ma... seeing her so stress up abt the wedding plans.. this n that... tot of wana do something to make her happy.. i was waiting for shou to come that day at citylink... went into halls mark.. the moment my eyes fell on the prezzie... i was like this is wad i shld get for jie... wahaha.. it is a pair of wine glass with the precious tots pic... n i tot of how jie jie like kind of like precious tots things.. i got the urge to get it for her... finding out the price.. i was like... erm.. erm.. but come to think... it's my jie jie.. den somemore her life time big event... so i "ok i'll get this one.." muahaha... den the wrapping n ribbon can faint.. imagine... wrapper n ribbon cost me 6 bucks.. wtf... wahahaha.. but as long as jie likes it.. nothing else really matters.. thinking of nw how close jie n me is.. i tot of how i was like when i was younger... forever complaining abt my family... forever making life a living hell for them.. kind of guilty whenever i come to think abt it.. maybe really too childish le ba... to keep thinking that my family dun love me.. n all those stupid things... too ashamed to say le.. zzz.. anyway.. i nv get anything for no.2 for her wedding... wahahahahaha... who really cares actually.. somemore 2nd wedding... hiew so much for wad... no wait... do i have 3 sisters?? no sry i dun... i only got 2 sisters... my family no.2 has long ago disappeared to somewhere else which i dun even care.

i started getting earrings from online blogs.. wahaha.. ok.. a bit expensive.. but considered the fact that u wont have ppl wearing the same earring as u do.. n it's handmade.. and u dun need to go and find shops that can change the earrings' hooks to 925 silver ones... it's actually quite worth the price.. lol... nw.. here's the pics of the present n moi earrings.. ^^

WTH?!?!?!?!?!?

2008-09-26T05:05:00.000+08:00

CAN YOU IMAGINE??? I M AWAKE NOW!!!! zzzz nt that i dun wana slp... but is i can't!!! y? Y??? coz of my wisdom tooth... tmd... woke up in the middle of the nite... tooth dam pain... gurgle salt water... zzz no use... den took 2 panadols... PANADOL EXTRA OK!!! zzz tt was 45mins ago... nw still painful... nb... I HATE WISDOM TOOTH!!!!

Boring?? or not?

2008-09-25T09:09:00.002+08:00

ok... long time bo update again... ^^ so happy... i bought a pair of earrings from a sweet nothings... this blog is fantastic!! all the items are hand made... omg... i love the earring there... n when deb told me that she have new items in her blog... i went to see n couldn't resist to buy 1 pair... it's so beautiful.. oh my gosh... lol... i m really tight on cash nw... but this is really a too good chance to miss... lol... ok... den i will be goin to daisho to buy something to keep my earrings... if nt i'll be forever losing my earrings... hmm.. later most prob meeting amy.. coz she msg me on monday asking me to meet her tonite... hmm...

eh... kind of a lot of things happen at work place lor.. zzz... first... accounts assistant was asked to leave due to her work performance.. den purchaser oso asked to leave coz of work performance.. -.- a new accounts assistant came but i can't get along with her.. coz of the things she did... i was like diaozz... but not only me... even moi mentor n moi gal gal oso dot dot dot...haizz... hack care her.. i dun want coz of this woman spoil my mood or spoil anything over in workplace... wahaha... i installed skype on the sly so can chat with mandy n dy... ^^... who knows em saw i was talking to mandy den she add me oso.. wahahaha...

dar n me 6mths le.. really dam fast... time past without us knowing lor... i was like huh 6mths liao meh.. den count count count.. omg.. really 6mths le... =.=" hmm... gotten 2 t-shirts for him.. heehee.. pauline went over to whitesands with me to buy.. ^^.. kns de dar dar... he say he wear L size de den... buy L de for him in the end too big.. i zzzzzzzzzz really bwg... anyway... as long as he got wear i ok liao.. he gimme a bouquet of lilies... finally a nice bouquet!!! nt anyhow wrap in plastic de liaozz... nowadays is like... work den home... if nt work.. den find ppl go dinner den home... on tuesday.. go out with dar after work... sometimes is like... m i really tt pathetic to have no frds to find me go out??? zzzzzz

jie now preparing for her wedding n is like facing a lot of problems... serious... i wana help her.. but i dunoe how to help... when i see her so xin ku.. i really dunoe wad to do... her this sister couldn't help her in anyway... i'm like.........

had a meeting with drivers in the morning... will update later.. coz... nw goin in for the weekly meeting liaozzz...

T.T

2008-09-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

hmm... haha... i gotten a new phone!! with a singtel prepaid card.. the $28 with 100 bucks value...W350i is moi new phone... heehee... went to city plaza with dar dar on tuesday... den went to the shops outside the shopping center... the prices for this phone is like 250 for most... 1 shop quoted 268 omg... i find them too steep... den this particular shop... quoted 250 den he said.. u want ma? if u really want i give to u at 240... but i still nv take... went inside the shopping center... the first shop i stopped... 1 guy went ard all other shops to look for this phone.. -.-"" lol... tt's y their prices ard the same... the guy came back... he quoted me 258 for this phone... i was like.. erm.. too steep.. he ask me wait.. den he open the box for me to see... IT WAS A WHITE COLOUR DE!! oh my goodness.. the usual colours r metallic blue with silver button.. or black with orange button... white n black button... i was like O.O .. my mind was like "i want this phone i want this phone~!" lol... i told the guy it's dam nice.. but a bit steep... he ask me wad's the lowest price that i came across... i told him 240... he say ok lor i sell to u at 240 lor... i was like ok. hahaha... i gotten the screen protector n a in-ear earpiece.. coz the original set ear piece is normal de which i cannot use. so i pass the orginial earpiece to dar den i take the in-ear one.. heehee.. total amt came up to 273 but the guy charge me 270 for it.. ^^

being me... i started using the phone the moment i gotten it... haha... transfer this n that... i swopped the m2 cards so nw w350i is my mp3 player oso... instead of my k770i hahaha... got home... charge the phone... den i went online to download themes... games.. hahaha... so nw both my phones r full of games and themes... hahaha... it's so me ^^

met up with pauline ytd... other den my family n colleagues, she's the first one to see moi phone... she say like aircon de remote control... i was like T.T =.=""" we went to mum mum tian ji congee at geylang... ^^ yaay~! yummy.... n walked to rochor beancurd for dessert... ^^ btw... the whole office dun have my new number... still wondering to give or nt.. later k770i cannot find me.. den bomb my w350i.. kns.. i msg most of my close frds abt my additional new number liaozz.. so if u nv get it... ask it frm me..

anyway.. i gotten bonus ytd... first time in my life that i get it.. but it's dam little... kns... not much diff sia.. but even 1/4 of my pay.. wa liao... seriously it's dam little... some more still got deduct for cpf make it even lesser... T.T

gtg back to work le... ^^

boring life

2008-08-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... basically it's really boring... other den tuesdays n other days that i get to meet up with dar dar for that few hours... is really boring... up wake go work... lunch time... den go home... routine till i really can ki siao... at work... so many things is been pushed to me.. fuck man... so i got no choice but to throw wad i have on hand to my new ger chloe... i kind of worried that she cannot handle the stress... coz if she leaves... i dunoe wad kind of hell i will get from freddy... kns... nua-ing at home is freaking sianz...

i m freaking angry with shou hua... zzz tt pig~! i was suppose to meet her on friday.. but i last minute had too many things to do.. had to stay back.. after that i decided to just leave.. coz i can't be bothered.. so i asked if she still wana meet but she say she can't already.. so postphone it to sat.. sat late morning i started to call n msg her... dam it lor... totally no reply frm her.. bo pick up bo reply my msg... kns... end work still no news frm her... den wad... den i go home n slp lor... throughout i keep bombing her hp... still no reply... i slept till 6plus den bomb her hp again, still bo reply. msg woanrong, no reply(coz she working). in the end i was so freaking pissed that i called her house str. her aunt pick up , tried to wake her up but her aunt couldn't.. zzz.. DAM IT LOR. TOT SHE HAVE THE LEAST COURTESY TO CALL OR MSG ME WHEN SHE WAKE UP! BUT WAD... TILL NOW? NOT A FUCKING MSG FRM HER YET! i dun think i can ever find her to go out anymore. forget it.

there's so many things to blog abt... but after saying her stuff... i m filled with fire... zzz.. update next time... if i still remember these stuffs... ciaozz

moi bibi-s

2008-08-12T23:56:00.001+08:00

eh...

2008-08-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

erm... nv update for quite sometime already... quite a lot of things happen recently.. anyway... cut things short... i m really very qing xim towards my company... things r going a lot better for dar n me...

1st nw i cannot take my jie's car to work... y??? coz tio complain... fm gotten 2 emails frm the admin side... the last person to shoot out email abt it that i expected actually did it... fuck! fine... u all complain that i m late... even when i work back the time tt i was late rite??? ok lor... nvm... i late 15 mins... i work till 6 or even 7... cannot rite??? ok... DUN EVER EXPECT ME TO STAY BACK AFTER 5.30PM. i start work exactly at 8.30am sharp. even whe i m early i dun start. 8.30am sharp den on my system, take PO#.. i take my 1hr full break for lunch! no more finish eating start work. NO MORE! 5.30pm sharp i leave. i won't even stay for a single min... dam it! i late count till like tt... den during those bloody chinese new yr period.. work till 10plu 11plus at nite... HOW U ALL PAY ME BACK??? on saturdays work full day. HOW YOU ALL PAY ME BACK??? have to work when i half way eating my lunch.. HOW YOU ALL PAY ME BACK??? i nv calculate all these towards the company yet they do this... fine... I'LL COUNT EVEN SINGLE SECOND N MINUTE. dun ever expect me to be the gal who used to give all out to the company. fucking hell...

dar dar bought me a new bibi today~~~ haha... i got a da bibi n xiao bibi now... eh... xiao bibi bigger den my da bibi... lol... both of them r my baobeis... ^^ pictures of them will be posted... heehee... thx darling... nw that dar dar start work le... the time we spend together is a lot lesser as compared to a few weeks ago... kind of nt used to it... meet for 2-3hours den have to go off... zzzzzzzzzzzz really... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... but we'll find a way out ba... n he's so sweet today... we supposed to meet after my work... den he told me he meet me at pasir ris... i nv expected him to come fetch me frm my workplace... lol... but in the end... he couldn't find my workplace although he has been there once... actually he said he'll buy sotong for me to eat when we reach whitesands... but when i boarded the cab(which he took when he got lost) i told him i dun need to eat sotong liao... coz i got a big sotong beside me... wahahahaha... he was like diaozzzz tt look ... wahahaha... but he's still extremely sweet!! MUARKS... thx dar... i know you r putting in a lot of efforts in our relationship... i promise you i won't ttm anymore le... ^^

. shy shy

2008-07-15T14:04:00.005+08:00

lol... if those of u got go my 3rd sister's blog... guess u guys saw the entry abt me goin to CGH... eh... i know la.. most of u will think that it's so stupid to kena choke when eating... but it's nt fun at all when u r the one suffering ok~!~!

that nite after work i bought dinner home... bee hoon, chicken wing, otah n bread fish cake... i was like eating eating while in front of the tv... suddenly after swallowing 1 mouth of chicken wing flesh... i was like... wth?? my throat was freaking pain... something poking my throat... i panicked... i tried digging out with my fingers.. but can't.. ran to the basin... tried coughing out.. when i saw wad i cough out was fresh blood reddish saliva... i was like... die liao die liao... but nth came out yet... it was so freaking painful that my tears just rolled down...
mummy tot i ate too fast... choke... but when she saw the saliva was red, she asked if kena bone is it... i nodded.. she asked wad bone den i remembered the last mouth was chicken so i told her chicken... she ask me to stop coughing n digging. have to go down c doc..
jie n qq they packed a few stuff n accompany down to clinic.. daddy followed down after that.. doc can't see the bone... so referred me to hospital.. since the nearest was changi de... so qq drove down to changi hospital.. the whole thing took 3hours to finish!!! this is their A&E.. the doc send me to take x-ray since it was a chix bone... x-ray will show den can take out... but x-ray show nth... =.=" so tot the bone went down liaoz. but cannot be lor.. coz i still feel the bloody bone poking my throat... i told the doc the bone still ard... so he send me to the ENT specialist... waited for like 1 hr... got so fed up...
i went to the toilet n tried to cough n vomit out myself again... but gotten out is blood nt the bone.. =.=" so bo pian wait lor... lucky after that waited like 10mins the doc came liao... he digged out the bone den asked if i was sure it's a chix bone... i nodded... den he asked if i got eat fish.. i denied... "these few days got eat fish?" "nope" "den got eat anything that is made of fish like otah, fishball..." "got... otah lor" den he showed me the bloody fish bone.. "it's nt a chicken bone.. is fish bone.. that's y nv show in x-ray." i was like paiseh dao... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz my jie jie rolled her eyes... chix bone lor... zzzzzzzzz den daddy got the diaoz look oso... wahaha... finally the torture is over~!

i m so sianz 3/4... who can help me!!!

hmm o.O??

2008-07-14T08:27:00.004+08:00

ok... long time bo update again... ^^ but my blog compare to my frds' de... is counted active... lol

once again... 8.30am n guess where m i... AT HOME~! lol... nt on mc... but on leave... today suppose to be on 2nd half day de leave coz afternoon got interview.. but ytd pauline told me that her manager wana me go down for interview.. so... heehee... later 10am interview... after that dunoe go where rot... the other one is at 3pm... =.=""" i goin to tender tml once i get back. seriously no pt in staying liao... coz u know y??? the ppl that i tot was the closest... those whom i tot dote on me the most is like stabbing me around ! wtf... esp my mentor... i m beginning to fear... are all mentors like that??? dam... can't there be any mentor that is gd... coming to think abt it... that might meant that all these 2yrs... r they putting on a mask towards me... but thinking back of the times i had spent with them... during n after work... i cannot bring myself to think of the negative... anyway... yes i m leaving my current company... and all of my frds were like... u r finally leaving!!! dun stay coz of the ppl again... make sure u dun!!! come on la... nw is coz of the ppl i m leaving lor... ya i know it's stupid to leave coz of ppl... but this is a family company... ppl matters a lot... somemore the ppl i nw can't get along de... they actually have a lot of say in the company... i dun think i can survive there anymore... so time for me to fly fly fly away~!~! lol

dar nt working today oso... hmm... i ask him to go for as many interviews as possible today... but den... can't help but to think that i wana meet him today... zzz... keep telling myself cannot nian him too much but always zzz.. ok when he saw this entry he'll come n make fun of me again... ya... i m becoming very nian to him... ok i got something to say to him... those who find mushy or wad... skip this part pls...

to dar dar,
dar thx for all these times.. u r always around when i need you. u have been more of my support den me being urs during our time tgt... i know that i m bad tempered n u r always the one who gets it no matter were u the one who made me angry... i'm sry.. u have been treating me like a little princess... no matter how i bully u... i dunoe how long will we last... but everytime when we r tgt... i really really hope that time can stop... time really dunoe go where when we r tgt... it's like... the time is nv enough being with you.. n dar... i love you n i thank you for being always there for me.. by my side supporting me n cheering me up.. just everything that u have done for me... really thank you...

hmm... recently i got to know something... and here's wad i have to say to those who have yi jian towards my relationship!!! a relationship is between the couple. if u cannot stand the way i talk to my boyfriend den dun hear it! walk away! i m talking to my boyfriend not urs. if he dun mind the way i talk. den u have to shut ur trap up! coz u r not fuking involved in our relationship! get it?

ok... i go prepare n go for my interview le... sayo~!~!

pics of kukup trip

2008-06-25T18:31:00.001+08:00

ok... since ms no.3 nt here yet... i update a bit of pics...

Kukup trip

2008-06-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

yoZ~! just came back from kukup trip with shou, stephen n chris... heehee... we went tgt on a tour with xiu hua jie jie dance grp... we r the youngest among the whole grp... ^^.. pictures will be updated soon..

we shared room with another couple.. 3 pairs in 1 rm.. but me n chris didn't get much slp coz of the SNORING SYMPHONY... -.-" the auntie n the uncle the most power... they snores were like omg... dam loud n all kind of different tone, rhythm... the whole nite... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz stephen oso snore... his snores oso power de... -.-" shou still can SLP LIKE A PIG... she's nt disturbed by those snores at all lor... real pig..

in actual fact is... we gals suppose to slp on the lower deck... den the 2 guys slp upper deck.. that nite... dar dar was playing mahjong with the aunties... den i dun want to disturb him.. stephen was in the room resting liaoz.. den me n shou were like... sianz 3/4 so we went to our rm den climb up to the upper deck n talk... lie down n talk... den half way she fell aslp... -.-.-.- no matter wad i do she won't wake up... smack her hands... she open her eyes den nod her head... den slp again... wth... nt once lor... but 3-4 times like tt... den i hold her nose... she's so clever to open her mouth to breath... zzzzzzzzzzzzz stupid sia... faint... i was like -.-''''''''''''''''''''' i can't possibly leave her to slp with 2 guys de wad... den i slp upper deck oso lor... -.-" dar came into the room den coz of the snoring he went to walk walk den come back orh orh... 4plus in the morning den slp... without blanket or jacket... coz both he used to cover me... scared me cold den tio flu..

update again soon... coz jie jie coming to fetch me liaoz... ^^

2008-06-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

here's baobei's bday pics... i randomly selected some... the full album is in my facebook.. ^^

another sat

2008-06-14T09:19:00.003+08:00

hmm... sat morning... *yawnzz* just finish moi morning war... hmm... lots of things at home these few days... no. 3 drive me to work every morning now.. den as we talk... den i realised there's quite a lot of things that i dunoe is happening... like ms no.2 .. a knn person now... =.="" i can't believe the things that she's doing.. wth... i can't be more piss abt her.. it's already over the limits. i can't even take it when my frds backstab me.. let alone my OWN FUCKING SISTER. nb... i'm sry to say but she deserves nt a single tiny weeny respect from me anymore. i dun need this backstabbing sister. wad gd does it do for her to stab me n no.3 in front of her colleagues n OUR PARENTS?? dam it! i really despise her to the core.. yes i m the youngest n the easiest to bully in the family, but so wad... does that mean that she can do wad ever she wants towards me? helo... she is my sister... we r frm the same manufacturers. even my frds stand by me when anything happens to me or when i get bullied... my own sister is BULLYING ME??? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz a bit too much... no is not a bit... is far too much of her!

anyway... i m goin for a short break next week!! muahahaha... shiok bo.. ^^ although it's only to malaysia... n only 2days like tt... but it's gd to escape frm the work over here n relax myself... ^^

a lot things r corking up at workplace here... so freaking tired... really hope that i dun have to work... but... hmm... if i really dun work.. rotting at home... i will die oso... bored to death... i cannot be the tai tai kind of ppl... so boring.. ~.~ i just hope that things will work out soon... if nt i cfm give way de... my dark eye rings oso pop out le lor... x.x

ANYONE GOT GD SHAMPOO TO RECOMMEND MA??? MSG ME!! THX!!!

Evening time!!

2008-06-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

hmm... lol... ok... 95% of the morning now i m extremely blessed coz... 3rd princess gotten her car liaozz!!! n she drives me to work!!! wahahaha... happy sia... seeing her drive... i feel like goin learn oso... heehee... the sat that just passed was crap~! my shoes spoilt!!!

hmm... wed evening i brought my 3 angels aka devils to movie... kungfu panda.. lol... of coz nt alone la... tgt with chris n shou... n i brought the extra big bag.. tt i gotten on my bday.. went to shop n save.. bought tibits n drinks n my bag that was orginially extreme light became super duper heavy... =.=''' anyway... both melvin n eric enjoyed the show pretty much.. but when i ask ting ting movie nice or nt.. she shake her head..-.-''' guess she too young to enjoy the show ba...after which we went for dinner... ask baby princess wad she wana eat, "i want to eat melbi n eric..." diaozzz -.-""" really san tiao xian.. brought them to foodcourt to eat... den took a cab n send them back home... really tiring... taking care of 3 of them is not easy at all!!! i worship jie... wonder how she handle these 3 little devils in disguise... =.=

hmm... ~.~

2008-06-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

another sunday... morning woke up at 8.30!! lol... anyway... coz meeting chris ma... went to watch movie at ps... SPEED RACER... muahaha... i know this show already finishing... but i really wanted to watch it... since got a suitable time slot... so heehee... ^^ after that went to meet ting at paya lebar.. go city plaza shopping... coz she needs to get something for a wedding that is coming up... we walked thru the whole city plaza... =.="" legs goin to break le.. ~.~ hmm... in the end i'm the one who bought stuff.... ^^ lol... gotten a demin skirt... n some undergarments... spent over 100... =.="" pay gone liaozz... zzzzzzzzzzzz... 6 plus went home... coz my darling princess bday today... those who got my facebook... can go check out the bday pics... will be updating soon... heehee... she's so sweet today... so happy yet shy shy look... lol... sooo cute...^^

a short entry updated... coz i m tired... =.=" i m watching Narnia on tuesday... i dun care.. i cfm plus chop goin to watch it!!!

^.^ miss me?

2008-05-24T17:36:00.003+08:00

BOO!! hahaha... anyone miss me ma??? zzzzzzzz tagboard bo update de lor... kns... anyway i tio someone complain saying my blog nv update.. -.-" nw update!!

today is a saturday... guess where m i nw this time at 5.37PM??? IN OFFICE!!! imagine... saturday is a half day yet nw i m still in office.. anyway.. i leaving soon le... A FULL DAY ON SATURDAY... ZZZZZZZZZZ.. finish my credit notes n goods return notes... except those tt got some problems need to check with drivers n store ppl on monday... ~.~... munching chocolates nw... ^.^ dun scold me!! i will have a proper dinner later... go hm pom pom den go out meet weili... haha... i drag her out to have dinner with me... coz bo lang got the time to pei me.. T.T so lonely!!! zzz hmm... let's see... my recently life???

working time as usual... on chris's off days will go out with him after work... usually for a movie n dinner... if nt will stay a while in office... neopets-ing, facebook-ing... lol den go home... i m hooked on the dramas showing currently on tv... lol... healing hands III... it's a dam realistic show... n i like the 7pm show... but sometimes will have to miss it coz either can't reach home on time or i m out... went to return comics... but didn't meet up with wawa coz she's nt free... this time i nv borrow any comics!! miracle rite??? lol... i m so guai... muahaha... si bhb... ok i m a sot plug coz i m in shock that i m still in office at this hour on SATURDAY!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

daddy, mummy n alvan went malaysia since fri... till sun nite den come back.. so it's like so alone at home jie n qq nt home oso... tt's y haizz... den chris working... den call frds.. all tell me nt free.. the prob is... when u need frds they r nv ard.. they only appear when??? when they need u... so when i called my frds up to ask them to pei me... i carry ard 0.00000000001% of hope that they will acc me or they r willing to spend time with me. y m i so frdless... haizz... anyway jiejie's bday pics... i update in facebook le... ^^ my bday parents forgot n whole family nv celebrate for me... so for jiejie's one... we celebrated although she keep saying mai... lol...

i go home le... miss me den call me... or msg me ba... let me know that i m remembered by u ppl at least can?

beginning of the month

2008-05-03T10:32:00.002+08:00

well well... another month... beginning can kill me~!~!~!~! ROAR~~ lol... okok...

on last wednesday... 30/4/08 i received presents from my colleagues... a C.K de bag.. ^^ n a set of perfume... perfume is freddy own present to me... hee hee... n the bag... is emily, mandy, diyana and the 4 salesppl de gift... so swt~~~ heehee... after which at nite... emily treated us to pariss marina as a bday treat.. -.-" dinner got emily, yanting, mandy, karen n me... n as usual... mandy wont let me off... haizz... but den... i dun want to blog abt it... only thing is that nite my face was all the way tomato colour... -.-""" zzzzzzzzzz...

nw in office... so sianzz... anyway... jiejie brought back lots of things... n the pictures r all in the previous entries... haha... nice rite? i consider all of them to be my bday presents!!! hahaha... hmm... went for dinner with debby last nite... we went to phins at tampines mall... the steak... yummy~~~~ ^^ the soup was really nice not like some restaurants tt uses those canned soup... theirs was really the really stuff... so thick so creamy.. *slurps* dam nice... the dinner was a real gd deal since it was my bday treat lol~~~ n debby gave me a pair of earrings too... ^^ the additional bday pictures will be up soon... promise... heehee...

today i have to stay back in office till quite late coz have to finish all my credit notes... zzzzzzzzzzzzz i have beginning of the month... T.T hahaha... ok i have gone crazy... or rather to my siao frds.. they'll say when have u ever been normal... -.-" so much of frds... forever suaning me... nw wawa got another kaki for suaning me... i regret bringing chris to know wawa... everytime when 3 of us together... zzzzzzzzzzz they will gang up n bully me... T.T haizz... so sianz.. i have to go n settle my monday invoices le... ciaozz... muarks~!~!~!

2008-04-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm... wonder who will do these to me... ^^

2008-04-25T14:24:00.006+08:00

Copied this from lixia darling de blog... now den i know she got blog oso... anyway... i link to her liaoz... ^^

I will do this for her (from friendster)

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love hermore than you, deny it. Fight backand hug her tight so she can'tget to her friends, it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel abouther. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to hercar- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know !!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. Don't lie to HER.

27. DON'T cheat on her.

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and howmuch you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever sheneeds you, & even when she doesn'tneed you, just be there so she'llknow that she can ALWAYS count onyou.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTERBECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT !!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK (it willgive her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave evenjokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and puther head on your chest so she canlisten to the steady beat of yourheart. Link your fingers togetherwhile you whisper to her as sherests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each othergrab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS.

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipeaway her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you loveher.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her howmuch u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

pictures

2008-04-22T18:18:00.004+08:00

the top 2 pics are my bday cake slice... lol already eaten den take pic... the bear bear de is vicky's wedding car de bears~~~ dam cute rite...

Long Break~~

2008-04-22T11:25:00.001+08:00

yoz~! i know i very very long nv update my blog already... sry~~~ ^^ anyway... i had a long weekend break... sat was Vicky's wedding... muahaha... sabo-ed the brothers till... wahahaha... nice man~~ it was an extremely long day... but dam fun... first time being jie mei so fun... get to sabo ppl n get money lol... sunday slack at home till evening den went to to find wawa... monday spent whole day with chris... to make up for my bday on sunday coz he working.. can't take off... ok... sat woke up at 5plus~~~ omg... can u imagine me??? waking up so early?!?!?!?! haha... well i did... the whole family woke up 5 plus lor... den vicky came over at 6am sharp... ^^ rush to bath... den put on make up... den start preparing sabo things!!! muahaha... i digged out the chilli seeds n diced the garlic n onions with ah kuan's help... den the rest of the sisters "decorate" the hotdogs with chilli seeds+maple syrup, wasabi, onion or garlic... nice rite... wahaha... 7am... the groom n brothers arrived... the sabo begin~! they ate till their tears roll down sia... coz of the wasabi de... ckp ckp... wahahaha... den groom went to the 2nd door... he sang 2 songs... he got a gd voice man... hahaha... den after fetching the bride we went over to the groom's place... hmm... after which we went to changi beach n changi chalet there to take pictures... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz muahahaha... den went back to the newly weds place... where jie jie changed into her chinese traditional wedding costume... den proceed to our place for the tea ceremony...den finally lunch!!! that time is ard 2plus liao... faint from hunger.. lol... den den afternoon programs end le... but still have to pack the buffet stuff... in the end cannot rest... 4.30pm the make up artists came over to put on make up for cammie, shanel n me... omg... i tried to put back my contact lenses but cannot!!! my eyes hurt like crazy... kns... in the end have to go with glasses... -.-"" the make up artists are dam gd... plus hair do somemore... 60 bucks like tt... cheap rite?? omg...den den shanel arrive late coz the movie for their wedding's got problem... so came over our place i took over den she go for her make up... her's totally corrupted so i did a new one.. RUSH SIA!! zzzzzzzzzzzz anyway learnt a new program oso nt bad... lol... den went to bliss garden at expo for the dinner... the food... really very nice... the portion oso quite big... lol... nice nice... went home... my hair... -.-""" i washed 3 times still can't get rid of the spray... in the end... i put tons of conditioner den wash away... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz blew dry my hair den flop on bed till next afternoon 1plus den woke up... hahaha... piggy... nothing much on sunday... evening time went down find ms mummy wawa... den slack till 10 plus.. reach home maple till 3plus... ~.~ lol... den sleep... monday went out with chris ma... so on leave... he woke me up at 10 am on monday... -.-'''' we went for movie at cathay... haha moi fav cinema... den coz of overwhelming response.. they change to grand cathay de screening... dam big sia tt cinema... lol... nice~~ den went to kallang leisure park walk walk... -.-" ghost town sia... lol... anyway... he gave me a very sweet surprise over there... he went to buy me a slice of black forest cake with a candle... n we went outside the shopping centre... lighted the candle... n he sang bday song for me... ^.^ so sweet... although it's very last min but at least he got the xin to do that... hee hee even though it's nt a whole big cake but it's the tot that counts... anyway if whole cake 2 of us how to finish... heehee.. went for dinner at the food court there... n muahaha... i bullied him during our dinner... lol... i purposely change the topic to flowers den dun tell him the type that i like... hahaha... he even went to the florist shop over there to ask wad is the flower with the clues i gave him... hmm... m i being very bad?? lol... but i still got tell him wad is the flower in the end lor... hahaha...

Home~~

2008-04-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

^^ went to stay at kuan jiejie hse last nite... coz early morning meeting chris at serangoon central.. ~.~ nt used to slping at jie's place... air con too cold le... blanket too thin... lol... for those who know me... i very scared of cold de lor... ~.~ den bo bolster... zzzzzzzz so nt used to it... anyway... managed to slp... den got woken up by jie... coz she scared i will be late... -.-"" nvm... in the end i really late... lol... morning... nt enuff slp... brain nt working properly... movements oso slow... -.-"" anyway... after eating our breakfast we headed down to cathay for movie~~~ moi favourite cinema... the moment we sat down... chris said he finally know y it's moi fav cinema... coz i can cross my legs... muahahaha... he is rite on the spot... plus the seats so comfy... ^^ watch jiang shan mei ren... the movie dat jolin wanted to watch... heehee... quite nice... the only song that is in the movie... is dam nice... i've gotten the song liao... plus i oso cut it le... den chris ask me send him the cut de... *pouts* hahaha... after that we went to search for tea candles coz he needs them... after buying den he left for work... den i went back hougang to find jie jie... melvin n eric got tutition so... hmm... we stayed there till jie-fu comes over to fetch us to my home sweet home... ^^ been in front of the comp since i unpacked my bag... cutting songs for jiejie, me... lol... nw blogging... i've been thinking... i shld go bring out my long dresses den alter them short... den i will wear them... n ah peng de wedding i dun need buy clothes... save my money... lol... cut down on my expenses... den i oso will have more clothes to wear... dun like long dress coz i look dam short in them... i already so short... den look short somemore... i will really become drawf... ~.~

SICK SICK SICK!!

2008-04-02T11:06:00.003+08:00

ok.. nv update for a few days liao... anyway... i m not feeling well. dam it. since saturday... out of the blue tio flu... den frm den flu, block nose.. alternating to torture me... i want to cut off my fucking nose.. anyway... i tot this is just a normal flu that i always tio... so sat... reach home i just pop 2 pills(suppose to take 1 only) of the clinic's med den fell dead on bed.. woke up at 8plus... in between keep waking up coz of my fucking hp. msges, calls.. knn... den woke up... nose blocked. zzz slack in the living rm... before goin to bed pop another 2 pills again.. sunday slightly better... nose block, sneezing... but still ok... just sibei bo mood... n i made someone dam worried lol... monday n tues really torture... ytd afternoon fever.. den really cannot... after work went to see doc... zzz... bloody cat tot i geng... but after i told him i sick since sat... he started nagging me saying that i shld take mc n rest. no proper rest cannot recover blah blah blah... he really becom uncle cat liao... omg... hahaha... i body inside having fever... the breath i breath out is freaking hot... n i m having a fucking headache... all these is making me freaking irritated n very extremely bad tempered. i m nt nice to every single person around me. i even bo hiew mandy today. i talk to everyone oso dam freaking harsh. i can't get myself to be nice to them today. my fever is showing out liao.. chris is asking me to go home n rest but i really kai bu liao kou i dunoe y up to now when i m so freaking unwell i still can't get my butt out of the office for myself to recover.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

>.<

2008-03-27T10:03:00.001+08:00

long time nv update.. oso bo lang tag me... sibei bo xim... wawa say she will return my tag in the end? nv.. suan le... it's standard for her ba... for all readers information.. i do go to all the links of my frd's blogs in my blog site. i only tag when u all tag mine. N MR EDDIE LIE TO ME! he say will update in the end? ^%$%#@#$@%^%&^ anyway... my frd nw only left with who? other den the secondary gang.. i only left with joeline. no more. y... coz i nv call my "FRDS" so all nv contact me also.. i want to go eat tian ji porridge... yummy~~~ the one at lavender food square is YUM YUM!!! i want to go... went to eat with joeline... y.. coz sad to say she's the only one who will accompany me.. movies... go makan.. all is her... is like she's my only frd nw.. y is it that i have to be the one that always do the calling n "BEGGING" ppl to accompany me? i nt goin to do it anymore. frds... wad is frds? suan le. true frds will contact me de... so those so call "frds" whether they will contact me or nt.. i dun care.. true... i will feel lonely... but i believe i will get used to it... n i will have my real true frds with me.. ^^ lately workplace nt much exciting stuff... just like normal offices... just tt i keep tio suan by mandy n yan ting... haizz face red dao... -.-" when i told joeline... she's like luffing her head off... kns... -.-" my relationship with family is starting to detoriate again... like got timing de lor... one time ok.. den next time bad.. dunoe wad sia... but 1 thing is i think i have to go temple le... feeling nt so rite these few days... so uncomfortable...

2008-03-18T19:14:00.000+08:00

Sweet Message

2008-03-18T18:38:00.001+08:00

Came across this short story when i was in the office toilet ***Here is a short story with a beautiful message... Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said,"No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If i hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that i may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expect them to hold yours... This message is too short..... but carries a lot of feelings.**** I really love this story... it reminds me to treasure all relationships that i have... be it family, colleagues, love, frds.. n yes... this is frm my office toilet... a print out from dunoe who...

Saturday... >.<

2008-03-15T12:22:00.000+08:00

BORING SATURDAY... ~.~ haizzz... nw in the office... planning to leave str on the dot... coz i m so bored!!! everything oso finish le... ^^ lol... serious... i really finish everything... these few weeks like so freaking eng... bored to the core... other den having mandy to acc me after work... i got no other places to go.. so... if nv go out with mandy... i go hm str after work... seriously... i m really very very tired of always being the one asking which of my frds r free... when they r free they will NV!! NV I MEAN NV think of me. i dun even think they treat me as their frd at all.. it's like BEGGING ppl to go out with me... tmd la... i dun want liao le la... want den go out tgt... i dun want to be begger anymore... n i mean business. zzz at most i just shut up fuking self up from the whole world again lor... to me is like goin back to myself closed up self only. i DUN WANT frds anymore. from nw on... work n home. that's it. they dun come to my blog anyway. no more updates for the time being~~ ciaozz

MIA

2008-03-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

ALL MY FRDS ALL M.I.A!~!~! feel so frdless nw... all gonez... nt even a single msg or call... i really dunoe wad to say abt my frds.. y frm time to time all of them have to do this to me... is it really that fun to torture me this way? dam it la...hate it when it happens. SUA! NO FRDS DEN FORGET IT! i will live my own life from now onwards.

cho Matthew

2008-03-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

haizz... gotten back the old monitor again... coz matthew's pc not suitable... MADE ME CHANGE MY WHOLE TABLE DE ORIENTATION... kns kns kns...~.~ faint... i wearing skirt today somemore... pui~~ really thew him... -.-" den nw my table is like some cramp.. coz both sides all got things... den cpu on the table... -.- i take pic n post it later... nw monitor in the center... both sides lgot things blocking.. den like i in the middle... hao xin ku... -.-" haizz... went to watch rule#1 le... scary... but ending kind of stupid... loyang had a MAJOR accident ytd... frm 3plus traffic jam all the way till evening dunoe wad time... NO BUS SERVICE AT ALL... -.-" imagine i took bus 6 frm office out to the first main rd bus stop... waited for like 20mins den a traffic police came by stopped right in front of me... n told everyone at the bus stop that there is no bus services over here... so either we go opposite to take bus... or walk down to other bus stops where there's bus services... -.-" when i at the office bus stop... ah lim came back he told me got accident outside... jam dam heavy... didn't know it was so bad... kns... imagine i walked all the way frm the main rd 1st bus stop to TAMPINES FIRST BUS STOP!! zzzzzzzzzzzz the gan gan zhou ge kai xin ren... the orange colour flats there the bus stop... after the flyer dat bus stop lor! ~.~ miracle rite??? that i will walk so far... lol... but i did... *bleah* waited for 10mins over at that bus stop... still no bus... dulan... flag cab go tm... kns~~~~~!!!!!!!! but when i saw the news... i was like... O.O the accident really bad jialat... =.=" makan time... go toilet den mum mum le~~~

Another Monday >.<

2008-03-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues~~~~ lol... but still ok leh... today first day without winnie... i was like thinking today cfm die... but to my surprise... -.-"" i sibei eng... :X serious... i not joking... eng till i can blog lor... lol.. haizzz.. nt as hectic.. kind of disappointed... coz i wana prove myself to the sales dept, even without any help i can handle everything by myself.. so eng... prove wad sia... zzz anyway... I GOTTEN MY K770I LE!!!!!! muahahahaa~~~!!! song bo... lol... n i gotten my M2 memory card 2GB!!! hahaha... gave the original 256MB de to melvin... if nt he oso cannot store songs n themes... i now is siao themes... hahaha... have been goin online everyday to search for anime themes... cute themes... PIGLET themes... lol... all my old themes all cannot le.. coz too small... ~.~ hee hee~~~ later i will be siao-ing songs... msg tones le... guard ur hp from me!! lol... i will kapo the songs frm all my frds... i want songs... ^^ heehee... nw office really dam sianz... started on Kalonline le... didn't realise 2 yrs nv play le.. till cat told me on the phone on sat... o.O so freaking long nv play this game liao... omg... lol... he lvl 50 mage le... kns!!! i can't get back my old acc so started a new one... i played with his char on sat nite... hahaha so fun... but i very scared to die... coz tt idiot cfm will kill me for it... x.X haha... he ask me to take some of the items for my char... i only took the G40 de wand from him... mai take so many frm him

Wah Wah~~

2008-03-07T17:45:00.001+08:00

muahahahah... looks like my blog is the only one alive.. other den debby's de... hahaha... rich's blog is up... n he is doing great over there... seems like he is really enjoying himself there... so... the plan of the whole grp.. goin over to visit him n for holiday is in the process.. lol.. ^^ started new char in kal again coz i can't get back my old acc info... y m i back in kal... hai bu shi coz of tt idiot cat... kns... 2days ago suddenly msg me... i was like did he msg the wrong person... but i dun care wad... i replied him with exclaimation marks... who ask him to M.I.A for more den 6mths... kns kns kns... si zhu cat... ZHU TOU!!! i dunoe... but my workplace is like more hectic... but more enjoyable... n i m taking the work more seriously.. i will care more abt my timing... as in my cut off time... n is like will want to improve the way how things shld be done... blah blah blah... nw waiting for jie jie to be done... den go with her to tampines mall... to get moi hp!!! muahahaha... hphphphphphphphphphphphp~!~!~!~!~!~!~! lol... so excited... my handphone!! although this can only be counted as like 1/2 of my dream phone... but at least the msges left inside in phone won't get jumbled up! =.=" yes! my phone nw is so freaking irriating... mass send msg will hang... will lag until die... it will give me the newest kind of WORDS JIGSAW PUZZLE... example.. 1 frd send me 2 msges... n both i nv delete them... next time i open the msges... msg 1 part 1 can be in msg 2 de part 2... it is that bad... just imagine... ~.~ so i need a hp!!! T.T

here pain... there pain ~.~

2008-03-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

zzz... nw is everywhere oso pain... guess where i went... =.= traditional massage at parkway there... omg... tgt with mandy n karen(mandy de best frd)... tt place is lao niang everytime go de... liew... freaking pain... but she really can really pin point all my problem areas... n she really attack those areas... n i mean it... dam pain... lol... all the 3 of us were like... pain pain pain all the time... when she's doing my legs... i was so pain till i was like luffing... coz it's like pain but itchy as well... imagine... even with the essence oil i can be like... owh... pain pain... here very pain... wait wait wait very pain... =.=" she attacked my neck n my lower back the most... my neck... the shoulders there nw is like... =.=" redish... really loosen a lot... but touch will be OUCH~! i think i have to go some more den my back problem will be solved... plus my shoulders will feel better... i was like... wanting to fart thru out the session... but i "ren" ... ~.~ after coming out.. i keep burping... -.-" so much gas... =.=" but come out frm mouth is better den farting... lol... den i can't take my dinner coz totally got no appetite to makan...

Monday... >.<

2008-03-03T17:27:00.000+08:00

HECTIC!!!!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZ every monday really go crazy de ... esp after lunch.. calls non-stop... rite nw i m on the phone with customer while updating... pro rite??? zzz bz bz bz... -.-" can really ki siao... muahahahaha ok... so my darling perline say she will help me with my most wanted piglet de blogskin... but have to be patient... >.< ytd was de bbq nt bad... the otah is so nice... but spicy~~ ~.~ the first one that i ate... i was like saying otah so spicy... wing hong... zzz guess wad he say... "otah of coz spicy la... if nt wad..." z kns kns kns... tio shot by him... liew i was like... >.< diaozz-ed dao... first comment i made den wing hong shot me... =.=" den hui chin bully me ytd!!! zzz i was like talking to JC's frd... standing near the round stone table... he was at the side round the box of ice... den she wei put a cube of ice on him... den he took n said come we transfer... guess who he transfer to... me!!! zzz he so shun shou n put the ice on the back of my neck!!! i was like jump up!! den i siam to the other side... away frm him... -.-" roland juz msg me... den told him i gong gong liao...he suan me!!! kns... *ah bish* where got such thing de lor... kns... argh~~~ if he beside me nw... he cfm si diao!!!

Totally cannot get the hang

2008-03-01T22:24:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg~~~ i totally m so freaking lost with this thingy... first i cannot find any piglet or baby piglet de skins... as in... disney dat piglet... zzzzzzzz n i can't seems to get the cbox down... so freaking on the top... look so weird... den i dunoe how to put my frds' blog links in it... wth... i m seriously a bloody noob in using blogspot... kns... stupid me sia... nw pestering jian to help me... but he downloading updates... den cannot remot assist me... liew... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz can i strangle u, jian??? muahahahahahahaha... i m a devil in angel's disguise... lalalalal.... i think i going crazy already... -.-" I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOG SKIN!!!

A New Beginning

2008-03-01T09:25:00.001+08:00

hmm... nw is a saturday morning.. as usual.. i m in the office... but nw is that i m blogging in a new webby instead of keying invoices away... yup yup... i started a new blog site.. coz the last time one is kinda cmi.. so yup.. here is goes~! i m having some issues with my insurance policy... well.. i believe most of u already know... talked to mummy n jie jie last nite... told them i want to cancel coz i m sooo sooo soooo pissed... yet they ask me not to... if nt lose so much money n on n on... haizz... i need to talk to the insurance company if that's the case... >.<> Previously i was having some issues with my work n blah blah.. but nw i have decided to stay on in this company... coz i really she bu de here... work for more den 1 yr le.. small company although a lot of things is like nt following the system... but at this pt of time... i m too comfortable in the environment to step out.. hee hee... I seriously need to sort out my lifestyle n know wad exactly i want.. but this process is really bu hao shou... sometimes is that when u really really need someone to be there for u... all dunoe vanish to where... n when u really need someone to talk to, no one's there... kinda feeling lost.. >.< my face is getting better~!~!~! lol... my face is nt oily anymore... no one sudden break outs... so happy... n i have been debating with shou on whether i have dark eye rings or nt... i can see them smack rite under my eyes yet she say i dun have... kns~~~ lighter le ma... of coz cannot see... -.-" the eye gel... super duper gd sia... muahahaha... lalalalalalala... so worth the money... happy happy happy... ^^ i stop for nw le ba... goin out to canteen to get my breakfast... muahaha lao niang allow me to buy... MUARKIES~~ p/s: my old blog www.freewebs.com/miyokoakachun