 heehee.. yupz.. updating in office once again.. but it's nt that i nv do my work.. there's nth for me to do at this moment.. so here im updating.. ^.^ went to meet up with the customers last fri.. thruout the meeting i kept quiet.. i was in no place to speak.. coz nv touch wad i do.. haha... n went for lunch.. by the company coz we lunched with the clients.. went to bosses to eat.. the dim sum there was nice! but ex la.. company treat.. so eat lor.. eat till so full.. yum yum.. haha.. ger ger have been goin to sch for more den a mth le.. she's crowned the princess of the sch.. lol.. coz of her temper.. ~.~ but she sch.. so far so gd.. wadever it is.. hv to cloes one eye de lor.. went for family dinner to celebrate mummy';s bday on sun.. my ger.. haizz.. like "ba zhi bu he" with daddy like that.. papa came to fetch us as usual.. she looked at daddy.. daddy called her "wen wen eh..." n smiled at her.. she broke into tears.. cried till as if daddy bullied her.. =.= haizz.. but she keep looking at him lor.. but when daddy looks back at her.. she'll cry.. dunoe y lor.. only daddy.. other guys like qq, richard, jason.. all ok.. =.=''' goin for HP later.. gona change ger ger's baby carrier ltr also.. the carrier 1 buckle got a tear.. hmm.. i couldnt find the correct size outside anywhere.. so called up mothercare to see if they r able to sell me the part or nt.. in the end they drag n drag in giving me the ans till i was so dulan.. but i nv scold ok.. my temper changed a lot already.. if given last time.. i would hv scolded them leftrite already. but i still make it known that i m dam pissed.. so they arranged to change the whole carier for me.. :P heehee.. at least there's make up for all these delay la.. this sat goin over to deb's place for the gangs gathering.. lol.. so long nv see them already.. ever since i started working if i nt wrong.. hahaha... debby's sheperd's pie... spagehtti... yummeh... thinking of buying beancurd tarts over.. coz it's dam nice.. maybe buy 1 box n drop it at mummy hse on the way also.. hahaha afterall.. it's her bday week lor.. :>  time flies
already 1 mth since i started work.. cant believe it's so fast.. lol.. n that my notti baby is turning 6mths old in a few days time! hahaha.. had been quite a worrying time for the past 2 weeks.. kat was down with cough; extreme mild fever;running nose.. but nw everything is ok.. n she's gd for her jabs on this coming sat *cross fingers* hubby gotten a tablet.. so nw the ipod is mine.. hahha.. i can watch movies to n fro frm work..1 mth since kat enrolled in the infantcare centre.. so far so gd..she loves there.. but dun like to slp there.. every babies there slp she refused to slp if nt she'll nap for 1/2hr.. =.= she's crowned the princess of the infantcare centre.. haha.. the fiercest baby there also.. ~.~ so long nv update.. by rite shld hv a lot of things to say but nw mind is totally blank.. hubby still loves me as much but i dunoe if we will last forever or ... ... Anytime~~~
i cant imagine that i'm goin to give birth soon... it seems like ytd that i just found out that i was pregnant with my baby gal... all the horror stories that i had been thru doesn't seems real at all.. nw that i feel her "rage" in my tummy everyday.. her stretching.. her movements.. her head n hands punch my bladder frm the inside.. hahaha... all is worth it.. i m glad that i have this gal inside me for this 9mths plus.. although i do complain n get irritated sometimes abt her movements n her over-stretching in my tummy.. but i still proudly say i love all of her movements... esp being able to feel her hand which she clenched in a fist n "toured" around my tummy during xmas eve nite before hubby n me knocked out frm the xmas celebration we had at debby's hse... this gal had given us a fair bit of scares n worries frm time to time.. but all is well... i just hope n pray that i will be able to give birth to her smoothly... i want her to be born into this world safe n sound... she is already part of our life since the day i realised i was pregnant.. nothing i really mean nothing is more precious n nothing can be compared towards her... her cheekiness.. her attitude(yes she has attitude even nw).. her temper.. everything of her la... is so so precious n nv fail to bring a smile or luff for us... Dr Lee says i hv to prepare to go into labour anytime nw.. if by next week she nv pop out.. i hv to induce her to come out... my blood pressure is still ok.. but i lost wt during today's checkup.. he checked n say my cervix is open.. i saw on the ultrascan screen that baby's wt nv increase today also... i think the doc is also worried abt this matter that's y he said if by this week she dun come out we hv to induce her... just hope that she wont decide to suddenly pop out without any notice.. i scared that i dunoe how to react.. hahaha... Waiting for the day i will be able to see my little precious after carrying her ard in my tummy for 9mths.. ^.^ my edd is drawing nearer as each day goes by.. i dunoe if my baby gal will choose which day to pop out n say hello to me.. just the tot of it makes me dam nervous... today's matthew's wedding.. hmm... ard 3/4 of the ppl that i was close in freshening was there.. freddy sat down n told us abt wad he experience during his wife deliveries for their 3 kids... i was like omg... i was fascinated but scared at the same time... i really really "pei fu" his wife for nt taking a single epidural for all the 3 deliveries... i dun want to take epidural also.. coz of the side effects towards the back.. but i dunoe if i can make it without it or nt... plus i hv a history of asthma.. wad if i got nt enuff breath during delivery.. a lot of wad if n how r passing in my head everyday... i hv started to pack my hospital bag.. ok fine... u guys probably think so early for wad... doc didn't say baby will pop out early.. pack so early.. so ks for wad... but seriously.. i dun want last min later dunoe wad to pack den in the end all pack wrongly.. altho a bit difficult coz my mum-in-law will noe wad r the things to bring n nt to.. but better be safe den sorry.. u all can go ahead n say that i m ks.. i dun care.. coz giving birth is nt a small matter.. i want to be as prepared as i can...
i dunoe if i got enuff breast milk for my princess or nt.. coz i intend to breastfeed her for as long as i can altho i noe it's nt easy at all.. but breastmilk is better den formula milk isn't it.. so i want to breastfeed her.. altho there's a lot of uncertainties but i will want to try my very best to give her wadeever i can which will benefit her... as for the breastpump i also wanted to get a electrical one but considering our budget i think it's best to settle for a manual one.. we need to go but baby's daily needs like her bathing stuff n ointment blah blah blah fast.. if nt my mum-in-law will go buy for us again... excited!!
i can't believe it.. less den 100 days, my little precious is goin to pop out!!! i m so freaking excited... i seriously dunoe wad to expect.. the pain during delivery... wad to prepare to bring over for delivery... the daily needs to buy for baby.. her powder la.. shampoo.. body wash.. blah blah blah... i m so scared that i dun dare to carry her coz she'll so small in my arms.. ~.~ but at the same time i cannot wait to carry her n cuddle her... plant kisses all over her.. all sorts of things running thru my mind... will i be a gd mummy... will i be able to take gd care of her... will she recognise me as her mummy... will she like me carrying n cuddling her... the things just go on n on... chris is equally as excited.. we've been talking abt this quite a few times.. always smiling sweetly when we r talking abt our darling's arrival.. true it's hard for us as cash is always a problem.. but we r considered dam lucky coz we got our families helping us.. wadever mummy has over her side they pass to us.. helping us to save on the rocking chair.. the yaolan n walker... chris mummy.. she bought tons of things for baby n me.. including the recently bought playpen, baby's popping chair n her mattress... she's the one who paid also... n our baby has got lots n lots of clothes!! be it gifts frm our parents, sisters or frds or we bought ones.. really hahaha.. even socks oso hv... nt to forget her stroller.. gift frm the gang... there's still a few things i need to buy.. like the breast pump, breast pads, nursing bras, slippers for nw i can only think of these... coz i dunoe wad else i need... haha.. for baby.. hmm... a lot!! all her bathing items... her pillow.. her hooded towel (wonder hospital got give or nt) i dunoe wad else i need to get for her.. also need to research of the type of vaccines i need to get for her.. hmm... my MIL decided to cook my confinement food for me.. heehee.. helping us to save on the catering... but i still cannot get over the fact that i cannot wash my hair for 1 whole month!! n i cannot drink plain water for full 30 days!!! plus plus after giving birth i cannot take seafood for 100 days!!! nt even prawns ok.. omg omg omg... i tot at first after my confinement i can eat all the calamari, crabs that i want.. but but T.T SOBZZZZZZ!!!! SO NT TRUE!!! i told chris.. after the 100 days he better bring me go eat my calamari n my salmon sashimi!!! i'm already dieing for them.. hv to ren.. ren!!!! for the sake to regain my health after birth i hv to ren all these... ~.~ precious baby gal
did i mention that my little fighter is a gal? haha.. yupz baby gal.. n a very mischevious one also... ^.^ just started a scrapbook for her.. thks to shou... if nt i wont hv done it also... written a few pages already... but nt a very nice one... for all those who know me... my handwritting has nv ever been neat n tidy.. let alone nice... lol!! but i hope my gal will appreciate when she grows up... went out to vivo with hubby just nw.. he's working nw... night shift today... walked abit den went to eat some snacks... our precious baby scare us today coz whole morning till before we went out she nv kick me at all... hubby asked me to lie down while he listen to her movements... guess wad... she gave him a very hard kick on his side of the head when he pressed his ears to listen to her.. wahahhaa.. notti little one.. she's kicking me even while i m typing this entry... ~.~ this little gal is more active at nite den in the daytime.. =.= n wad wise.. she must hv milk.. (marigold/HL type) everyday... at least once.. if nt... she'll kick me non stop! guess she's addicted to milk when i tried 1 cup a few days ago.. nw.. everyday must drink.. well.. at least it's good for her isn't it... she this baby is very.. hmm.. how i say... particular? i sit too long she kick... i lie to 1 side she nt happy she kick... i cross leg she nt happy she kick... as long as it's nt her liking she'll kick n kick n kick... BUT when i ask her ,"bb.. come kick kick mummy..." she dun want to kick -.- always goin against me... ard 11plus at nite.. she'll kick me... asking me to slp! 11plus in the morning.. she'll kick me to wake up.. sometimes when i woke up ard 9plus to go washroom.. she wont let me go back to slp... wad a tyrant sia... nw that baby gal is growing bigger n bigger.. i can't hv a proper slp... everynite... 2-3 hrs interval i hv to wake up to go toilet... tired.. so sometimes... i hv to slp in the afternoon to replenish my rest (provided my precious allows) 25th last mth i went for the detail scanning.. to check for baby's organs.. that was when i got a confirmation that my little precious is a gal also... the appt was at 3.30pm.. the specalist started the scan ard 3.40pm... baby was facing the wrong way.. she nv turn.. but when the specialist was scanning her legs... she gave a very hard kick right at the probe! it was captured on the screen... both me n the specialist felt the kick n she saw it on the screen.. wahahah... she commented.. wah ur baby kick u leh... i was like duh... i noe i felt it too... after 1/2hr this notti baby dun want to cooperate.. so i had to take a walk ard the hospital for 10-15mins... hoping that she'll turn.. hubby was like.. O.O so fast? den i told him nt over yet.. hv to walk ard coz ur baby notti dun want to turn.. he was like =.=''' 2nd half.. baby turned a bit... the specialist say better den just nw... hopefully she'll turn more as the scanning continues.. n baby gal did! see my precious guai rite.. hahaha... after the scan hubby was called to come in... where the specialist showed him our baby in the ultrascan.. n roughly explained wad she did in the scan.. n told us baby is a gal.. n showed us the captured scan of baby's vagina.. ^.^ that pt of time gal gal was playing inside my womb.. she was ard the mid of my lower abdominal.. den she turn all the way to my belly button area... the specialist followed her with the probe.. i was totally amazed at how active this little baby is... 28th last mth.. debby bought our princess stroller for us at robinson centrept.. of coz it's a present shared by the gang... n the present is nw sitting right beside my cupboard... ^.^ so happy... they helped us save a lot sia... plus there's a $50 baby voucher... heehee.. we went over to robinson the next day again n bought somemore stuff.. ended up only paying $7plus more.. heehee... that's y to me... buddies always will be there for u n helping u in wadever ways they can!! ^.^ boring days
nw waiting at home for hubby to come back hm.. haha just heard his keys opening the door as i m typing.. how 'zhun' can that be.. nw that i m nt working anymore.. everyday seems so routine till i hv become so numb... at hm most of the time.. although hubby will try his best to keep me accompany.. bring me go out.. but coz i can't go out for too long if nt i'll be nt feeling that well.. or baby will start to gib me cramps.. baby is around 4 mths plus old le.. by weeks.. bb is 18 weeks old.. heehee.. i can't wait to feel bb's movements.. the kicks n everything.. dam excited abt the bb stuff that we need to buy.. but our money is really very tight.. coz without me working.. hubby is the only person working.. meaning less income which also means less savings for baby.. coz he still hv to spend on me n pay for the bills n everything else... hubby said that he dun wana me to go out to work as my emotions r nt stable.. which i agree myself.. coz i can cry for nth.. my water tap will just open for no reasons.. sometimes i cannot believe that i m crying coz there's nth for me to cry abt.. hubby scared that i will be suffering frm depression if this continues on.. staying at home n doing nth every single day is really boring.. i can say torture.. |
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